Delighted to get hip surgery devastated since

Hi , my name is Kieran i am 51 years of age.I was diagnosed with severe OA in both hips in 2017 and was referred to see a surgeon in January 2018.The surgeon informed me he had x-rays from 9 years previous showing my arthritis problems from then and my right hip needed doing straight away.To my delight I received my operation date for March, yes i thought there’s a big light at the end of this awful tunnel,no more sleepless nights waking up in agony more times than you are asleep,going to work drained because of your experience the night before.I could walk normally again and not drag my leg because of the pain, people won’t be staring at me as I won’t have my exaggerated limp, my home life can improve because I won’t be as grumpy and won’t have to hide my pain anymore .... roll on 12th March my new life begins.Sadly you don’t always get what you wish for.... 12th March and I’m in my gown ready for surgery when the nurse informs me my surgeon had been called in during the night for emergency surgery and I had to get dressed and go home.A week later the hospital rang to say the surgeon I was seeing has now retired but another surgeon was available and would I be willing to transfer to him so he could see me next week and do the surgery on 31st March......Yes definitely I said.The following week I went to see him and they say first impressions always last mmmm ...”hello Mr Martin it’s your left hip isn’t it”. (Alarm bells should have been ringing so loud in my head ).....no it’s my right I said but the left needs doing too . 31st March and I have my hip replacement done and the surgeon visits my bedside and informs my wife and I my bone was that hard it’s the first time he’s had to take a break during surgery.3 days later and I’m going home to recuperate onwards and upwards I thought....once you get over the surgery pain you will feel like a new man I was told.Weeks and months passed and nothing was feeling good, it must still be surgery pain I was told some people can take longer than others to get better ,ok I thought but the time has come to go back to my gravedigging job I had been doing for the last 17 years as I was due to go on half pay and my family can’t suffer financially after all they’re doing and living through with me.Before my 6 month review was due I was back in A&E my pain is far worse than ever and was told there’s a problem with my muscle. I informed my surgeon at my 6 month review but he dismissed this without any examination and had my bloods tested for any infection... 3 weeks later bloods are all clear I was told and an mri scan of my back was needed.....all clear .... injections into my hip and groin now was the next plan .Numerous appointments followed and the surgeon repeatedly telling me he didn’t know what to do and even refused to see me on two occasions ,I went and got another surgeon. I have been diagnosed with muscle detachment (where the muscle is off the bone and all the exercise I was doing was only making it worse)in August 2019and have had surgery in January 2020. I was told before surgery I will never be pain free again and it will detach again but there’s 60 percent chance of less pain but alas there’s no less pain than before and my light at the end of the tunnel has gone out.I have left my job due to medical incapability and I am back to my sleepless nights as I don’t know which way to turn as my left hip is taking all the strain trying to save my right hip and stuck on my crutches forever.So you don’t always get what you wish for.