Hiya to everyone

joann1

hiya Guys

sorry havent been on for a little while been having a really hard couple of months with everything meds, hosp, work etc, think ive managed to get myself thinking straight, no that i never want to think that way again, been throught depression before and you always think you no the symptoms to look out for if it happens again but not everytime was quite shocked as to the way i felt, but like last time getting though it and feeling better, anyway im still awaiting my op but once again spoke to the sec and she said it should be in the next few weeks they have had to ask the business manager for theatre time as the op im having is not funded by the NHS, so keep your fingers crossed for me, im thinking happy thoughts at the moment to keep me sain haha, well at least till i go to work today, ive had a lvly week off with me little boy so we have done plenty of swimming which i love to do and luckly enough so does he, well il let you all no how work goes hopefully the deputy manager leaves me alone for once

thanks for listening guys, u are all one in a million

Jo-Ann

skezier

Hi Jo-Ann,

That's a lot to have happen to you and I hope things get easier for you all round soon. Good luck with the date for the op maybe once you got that it will really help?

Glad you had some good days this past week and hope work goes well. Leaving you a ((( ))) and a hope they get a date for you soon. Cris x

valval

hi just wanted to say hope things go well and keep your chin up positive is best (hard i know) hugs val

frogmorton

Hi Joann

I have had depression more than once my lovely and I know that when you go in the next time you dont always realise you are going that way.

I have often though i could do with writing a letter to myself just after it happens incase it ever happens again - so i will believe there WILL be an end :?

Let us know the op date when you have it you know we will be there to support.

Love

Tobni xx

mellman01

Hi Jo-Ann well you may think were one in a million but not the war office ie the wife, well lets just say she has another couple of names for me and none of them are close to that!.

ninakang

Hi joann

I'm glad you're on the right road now and you're getting there. I've been through depression myself and there's no feeling like it in the world, is there? Everything is sort of "tainted" with the depression, even the good stuff that happens.

Nina XX

joann1

collywobble wrote:

Hi Joann

Keep thinking those happy thoughts

Forgive me if I'm wrong, but are you our stem cell lady?? Do you know which op you're having yet (didn't you have a choice of two, or was it to be a name in a hat kind of choice) :?

Sorry, probably got that all wrong, but good luck anyway, and keep us posted, won't you?

Love, Lynn xxx

Hi Lynn

Yes your right i'm the stem cell lady (hopefully), still waiting to here which op i end up having, the computer has yet to pick haha, would you b.lev im supposed to be going on holiday the end of december to so have to have the op really really soon if ive got any hope of getting there, il let you no how it goes, thanks for the support

Jo-Ann

joann1

frogmorton wrote:

Hi Joann

I have had depression more than once my lovely and I know that when you go in the next time you dont always realise you are going that way.

I have often though i could do with writing a letter to myself just after it happens incase it ever happens again - so i will believe there WILL be an end :?

Let us know the op date when you have it you know we will be there to support.

Love

Tobni xx

Hiya

i think i quite suprised myself when it started again because i thought i would no how it would manifester itself, but like you said it does not always happen that way, its so wierd because even now im still scared incase it happens again, its so easy to say to yourself after its happened that you will think positive and no that you can get through it, but when its happens you dont think like that at all, it makes me feel better knowing that i can talk about it to, so thanks for listening

Jo-Ann

joann1

skezier wrote:

Hi Jo-Ann,

That's a lot to have happen to you and I hope things get easier for you all round soon. Good luck with the date for the op maybe once you got that it will really help?

Glad you had some good days this past week and hope work goes well. Leaving you a ((( ))) and a hope they get a date for you soon. Cris x

Thankyou Cris

hopefully the good days will continue

x x x

joann1

ninakang wrote:

Hi joann

I'm glad you're on the right road now and you're getting there. I've been through depression myself and there's no feeling like it in the world, is there? Everything is sort of "tainted" with the depression, even the good stuff that happens.

Nina XX

Hiya

think im always looking for signs that are just not there & worrying about things that i dont need to
x x

joann1

mellman01 wrote:

Hi Jo-Ann well you may think were one in a million but not the war office ie the wife, well lets just say she has another couple of names for me and none of them are close to that!.

haha a women after my own heart, we like to keep our men on there toes haha
x x

joann1

valval wrote:

hi just wanted to say hope things go well and keep your chin up positive is best (hard i know) hugs val

Thankyou val