Today.......

robertls
robertls Member Posts: 2,304
edited 14. Jan 2011, 07:24 in Community Chit-chat archive
Today........I have been mostly feeling very sorry for myself.......

All boiled over this morning.......

For no reason I know of......

First day since I started poison........

So hard, so very hard, to keep the 'smiley face' going........

Been told to 'let it all out'........

Not a pretty sight......
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Comments

  • mirabella
    mirabella Member Posts: 272
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    OH Dear!!! Rob,don't know your history,but you sound a bit down,no one looks pretty in the mornings anyway,and as for letting it all out,I do that all the time,my temper is renowen(can't spell that word,sorry) and my crying fits,everyone now ignors,which in turn brings in the temper fits,so either way I don't win.Makes me feel better though.As for your poison,no idea,mine is always a couple of P/K and a bottle of red,cures all,good relaxing type of med made up myself,although not good first thing in the morning.I know how much it hurts,believe me I do and it's hard sometimes to deal with,but life is what it is and we just have to get on with it.I know I sound hard and heartless and maybe I am,everyone says that I don't give an inch,but I will not let this crippling disease beat me.I just look at other people and their problems and they always look worse than mine.So please,chin up,a smile,deep breath,and take on the rest of the world. :smile: Mirabella
  • barbara12
    barbara12 Member Posts: 21,281
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Rob
    There is no need to keep the smiley face, just let it all out...rant cry scream anything you want or feel like doing....and you know us lot are behind you .
    Barbara x
    Love
    Barbara
  • dreamdaisy
    dreamdaisy Member Posts: 31,520
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    You have a damn good reason for struggling: it is impossible to be brave all the time and you, my dear Rob, have been making a pretty good fist of it to date. Don't be too hard on yourself, please, you have no need to be. Letting it all out is a good idea, if you can: that in itself is not easy.

    Let's go and get drunk and sing bawdy songs,
    Shake our fists at the world: you will right this wrong.

    I am thinking of you. DD
    Have you got the despatches? No, I always walk like this. Eddie Braben
  • valval
    valval Member Posts: 14,911
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    hi pal come on and let it all hang out it what we are here for hugs val
    val
  • barbara12
    barbara12 Member Posts: 21,281
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Rob by the way....do you know any bawdy songs :shock: :smile:
    Barbara x
    Love
    Barbara
  • robertls
    robertls Member Posts: 2,304
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    barbara12 wrote:
    Rob by the way....do you know any bawdy songs :shock: :smile:
    Barbara x

    Oh yes......I do indeed........
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  • barbara12
    barbara12 Member Posts: 21,281
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    robertls wrote:
    barbara12 wrote:
    Rob by the way....do you know any bawdy songs :shock: :smile:
    Barbara x

    Oh yes......I do indeed........
    so do I...used to go to the rugby club... :roll: :oops: :smile:
    Love
    Barbara
  • valval
    valval Member Posts: 14,911
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    jan posted on fb asking on how you are rob
    val
  • daylily
    daylily Member Posts: 619
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    hi Rob,
    you have every reason to be down
    impossible to be 'smiley' all the time
    take it easy
    thinking of you
    xxxx
  • joanlawson
    joanlawson Member Posts: 8,681
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Rob, it's only natural that you should feel down after all that you are coping with. You can't possibly stay cheerful all the time, so don't worry about not keeping the smiley face going. I think you are doing fantastically, and your sense of humour is very much alive and well, judging from many of your posts :grin:

    Joan :grin:
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  • valval
    valval Member Posts: 14,911
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    hi pal just popping in to see how you doing today hope it a little bit better for you hugs val
    val