Well the big day arrives for results on 7th October so am very anxious at the moment, had a call from occupational therapist yesterday for an appointment aswell, so things are moving very fast, a little scared at what the results will be, but going on what ive been reading on here with symptoms ect, can you really hope for Arthur instead of Lupus because thats how im feeling i know i shouldnt, and i know i should be positive but i just feel very low and wonder what life is going to throw at me after the year ive had so far its not been to good...... RANT OVER on a more positive i will carry on and CONQUER