Pocket duties please...results tomorrow.

kellerman

I have started this new thread as I've lost the other one.
I have my MRI tomorrow for results of the radiotheapy. I must admit I'm getting a bit wound up about it.
I don't want to give you too much irrellevent info but I can't press to hard to see if its still there myself as its a bit sore.I really am trying to be positive and I think nearly suceeding.....but its at the back of my mind and won't go away.
I will be at the hospital from 9.30 and may be there some hours as the results have to go to clinic where I will then see the specialist.
My heads thumping....my backs breaking and I don't want to discuss my hip and knees.
Sorry about the moan.....I now feel like a wimp.What happened to this strong character that I was last week-end? Why am I feeling so negative?
Maybe its because I hobbled to the bank and was treat like a decrebid old woman....which I am.!!!!!! but never felt it.
Again sorry for the moan......if you can make it tomorrow all drinks/food/pets are welcome. May

fowls48

Hi May

I will be in your pocket .Sorry you are feeling negative and also in pain .The pain also made me feel like a wimp (have RA .hands knees and feet .Keep your chin up , are you going alone ?
Will be thinking of you .


karen xx

mig

Be there with you.Mig

dreamdaisy

Last week was different - you were fighting. Now it's time to find out if the effort put in to the fighting has paid off. Gulp. I'll be there tomorrow for sure. DD

stickywicket

May, that was very much a mini-moan - a moanette - and, if ever any one was entitles to a moan, you are.

Why aren't you feeling strong today? I could list a dozen excellent reasons without drawing breath.

You 'can't press too hard' :shock: What are you like? I'm pretty damn sure you shouldn't be pressing at all :roll:

Go easy on yourself, May. You've had a really tough time and, however you feel today, you are a very strong person.

Will I be there tomorrow? You just try to keep me away!

((()))

Numptydumpty

Hi May,
I'm up for pocket duties tomorrow, can spare the whole day if needed. I think you are brilliant, you have been so positive, and it's quite understandable if a bit of negativity creeps in occasionally. But you have beaten it before, and can do it again.
Good luck, I'm thinking of you,
Numpty

barbara12

May of course I will be there....sending you all the good vibes I have...wishing you well with it all ((((())) xxx

julie47

Hi May

I will be ready for pocket duties tomorrow

I have everything crossed for you that your MRI scan results are good.

Love & Hugs (((((((((())))))))))

from juliepf x

kellerman

Oh Sticky....You made me laugh. First tme today as I haven't even been able to crack a smile.
OH is cooking gammon and lazy me has been asleep. I just think my mind was working overtime.Now its had a rest I feel a bit more positive.
That negative feeling was so unlike me.
I must try and forget that last time I was 100% positive I hadn't got it back and I was wrong.We are all allowed one mistake......
Going on my own....no chance. OH will be there although he hates the waiting and it is a busy clinic.

DD You rescued the original post....I can't have looked properly.

Now be good in my pocket as this consultant isn't the type who messes about. Good at his job though so thats a bonus.
I'll let you know what happens when I get back.
May

dreamdaisy

You being lazy? :shock: :shock: I don't get that at all. I found Hileena's thread just before you posted your new one - or just after, I can't remember! I will be thinking of you very very much. ((())) DD

phoenixoxo

Hi May,

Yes, I'll be in your pocket too, and I promise to behave myself

Enjoy your gammon!

Best wishes,
Phoebe

Heather65

Hi , i will be there to and i hope it goes ok ,
Heather

frogmorton

Hi may

of course I will be there with you.

All my very best vibes will be sent for a good outcome.

You are certainly NOT decrepit!!

and you know Hileena is with you too all the way from her visiting.

Love and hugs and luck

Toni xxx

kellerman

Oh DD....I've done little else these last few weeks but be lazy.

Gammon was lovely thanks....I've eaten very little today and common sense and the lovely smell made it hard to resist.

Toni....I promised to contact Hileena as soon as I know.She has been really brilliant.

Well....best foot forward.....nice bath....read a little and bed.
Your support is very much appreciated. May

frogmorton

Sounds like a plan May

Sleep tight

Love

toni xxx

PS Cris skezier will be with you too (eyes bad) and as for Hileena - she's a good 'un

Milly8

Not sure how this pocket duty works but good luck for tomorrow.
Milly

valval

i will be there and will be very good no crisps or pop corn good luck val

kellerman

Well.....was a while trying to sleep last night but eventually nodded off only to wake at 4am and as I couldn't get back to sleep I got up.
I know its stress causing my aches and pains worse. I've taken my meds and now waiting to see if they kick in.
Its going to be a long day but by teatime or maybe if I'm lucky earlier I will be able to put my mind at rest and sleep better tonight.
Its just the not knowing.....if it hasn't worked there will no doubt be a plan B.
I'll let you know when I get back.....May

dreamdaisy

Hello May, I am thinking about you. ((((())))) DD

tillytop

Oh May I will be there in your pocket and thinking of you so much. I have everything possible crossed that the results today are good.

Loads of love

Tillyxxx

stickywicket

I shall be there with everything crossed too, May. (((())))

Numptydumpty

Thinking of you May.
Fondest wishes,
Numpty

bubbadog

I'm bungee'ing into your pocket now to make it in time for your appt! Hope everything goes well and the results are positive and good news for you. Will wait with fingers crossed to hear back from you on results!

julie47

I am thinking of you may

love and hugs


love Julie X

kellerman

Well...even later than I thought but its GOOD NEWS.
Consultant was on his own....no other docs around because of strike which actually I'd forgotten about.
That horrible bit in me that shouldn't have been there has been eliminated.
I burst into tears.....so stupid really but it was the relief.

I really must contact Hileena. I really don't know how to thank you all for your never ending support which please believe me has been so much appreciated.
I'll now go and have a cold cup of tea my OH made half an hour ago.
(((((()))))) for you all. May

Numptydumpty

I am so pleased, I'm actually crying.
(((())))
Fondest wishes,
Numpty