This is not anger, this is frustration......

skezier

Well this was either coming out here or else on the blog.... figured you folks will understand better maybe....

Some of you know I got a few things wrong and one I just don;t think I have...... well..... ok I know i have but it will not win! I won't give it space.. except I do sometimes fall asleep in odd places..... I did last week .... in a reconstructed house built on slits on a loch..... sat on a back less bench I only woke up as I started to fall backwards :oops:

Don't think anyone much noticed ......

I hope.....

Anyway back to the frustration aspect of this shift that the fates have decided is mine... comes in by the tanker load and I don't remember signing up for the shift dumping ground.......Do the fates have to use such big tankers?!!!

Saw the rumo last month and we decided the mtx could go.... that meant the pa had a free hand and man has it grown big since I last saw it! I had one swollen finger joint the end of last week and now I got 4..... the hands are swollen and they just aint working right so feeling like shift I saw the gp....

Got copies of the rumo's letters and you know

Just How Many Ways can that Man Right Me Off!!!!

He suggested I went to a ortho back specialist... over the Tamer as well :shock: :shock:

But the letter he has wrote to the guy basically says as I have long term fibro and the lumber is knackered he wont be able to do anything but being told that might help me move on to the palliative shift they have left me on.....

I am so tired of no actual treatment while my joints are eaten by the pa and the oa trashes my life....

Hope you lot never have the health care the fates have given me... oh the wallow pit.... no tisn't its just total and complete frustration!

Take care all and tea for them what wants as well as a bucket of hugs and hopes that I so wish I could use on my self. Cris xx

Oh and the vet never rang me back about her Ladyship.... that doesn't look good either!

tjt6768

oh dear hun.. What a bloody carry on.. I wish there was some way I could help. You know I would if I could..
YBH's (TM) just for you.. No sharing them with them big nasty beasties.
Xxxxx

skezier

Thanks Tony... wont share with them... not actually talking to them just now Something to do with 2 broken indicators (5x now) and the amount of mud they have made everywhere :roll:

Some soaking wet possibly sheep encrusted ((((( ))))) coming back to you and Tony I am also very anti the Beagle and 2 kittens I took in last night who hate everything that move....... Cris xx

salamander

Hi Cris, funny was just thinking of getting in touch and saw your post. Sorry to hear the PA is getting the better of you. Must be hard to keep going, though I know the animals do keep you on the straight and narrow Kittens can be very scratchy to begin with as we know! But they will be lovely when they get used to you. Sending you a very large hug and hoping the ortho guy might be more able to help you. Sal xx

tjt6768

Bugger... I wrote a long reply hun but it dissipated into the ether ggrr.
My hands are staying to play holy Hell with me now so I'll just leave some more YBH's(TM) and catch you later.
Xxxxxxxx

stickywicket

It's lovely to see you back, skezier, but I'm sorry about the circumstances. However, as my old Mum used to say 'better out than in'.

Well, yes, you've got a few things wrong but you've also got an awful lot right

I don't know why you decided to drop the meth but, hey, you know your body better than I do.

As for the back specialist - well, let's hope he's a bloke who doesn't like other people doing his thinking for him. He might just decide to treat you to spite the rheumatologist

Tea gratefully accepted and I'll return the hugs with interest. ((((()))))

LignumVitae

Big giant hugs to you! It sounds like a really rough time and I'd love to sit you down and make you a brew! As Sticky says, here's to a back specialist who is special.
Lots of love, LV xx

frogmorton

The forum got it then?
This bone malarkey is shift no doubt about it, but would be easier if those who could maybe help did so and less hindering
Armchair duties became loch duties then
Send the kittens to Tony's daughter she wouldnt notice would she Tony:)
I wish l had some answers to help - l understand you coming off the MTX - at least you dont feel so sick....
A builder's for you and some cdm - l know it wont last long,but it is sent with love and (((())))
Bucket of hopes back at you
love
Toni xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx;)xxxxxxhow many???

villier

Sending you (((((()))))s..............Marie xx

mig

Hi Cris,Sorry you are having such a hard time of it,sending some gentle hugs.(((((())))))Mig

valval

cris it is never ending for you is it so sorry to read all this i wish i could help you are in my thoughts and lots of ((())) val

Numptydumpty

Hi Cris,
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad, and hope things improve for you very soon.
Thinking of you, (((())))
Numpty

frogmorton

Hi Cris

Hoping today is a bit better for you? I have been thinking about you....

If you are worried about the 'wallow pit'



We will be along to help haul you out if needs be



There's strength in numbers isn't there?

Love and (((())))

Toni xxx

dachshund

Hello Cris
i wish you could have some good luck. i wished i lived nearer
but i send you some cdm and ((((((((cris)))))))).
take care i think about you.
joan xx

hileena111

Hi Petal,
I was just thinking about you {although getting a bit of news from our mutual friend}
You wallow.....thats allowed but not for too long.....right!!!!!
I wish i could do something for you.
Tea in the stay warm cup is gratefully received.
Love
Hileena

hileena111

Hi Petal,
I was just thinking about you {although getting a bit of news from our mutual friend}
You wallow.....thats allowed but not for too long.....right!!!!!
I wish i could do something for you.
Tea in the stay warm cup is gratefully received.
Love
Hileena

barbara12

Oh Cris how very dare they treat you like this...like the others I really wish I could help..but like Toni say there is strength in numbers..and we are all here for you...sending you some buckets of hope and courage so you can have your say....I do hope the vet has good news....I will be thinking about you(((((()))) xx

pinkbritishstars

Hi Cris

awwww {{{CRIS}}}

lots of love, pink xxx

kentishlady

Sorry you are having a bad time Cris. Do hope things will improve for you soon. Beryl

dibdab

Just wanted to add a few more positive thoughts and gentle hugs ((((( ))))).

Deb x

tillytop

Hello Cris

I really don't know what to say, other that I am so sorry that things continue to be so very difficult for you.

What I CAN do though is to dispatch the deer immediately with the everlasting tea flask, and goodly supplies of CDM in his new "deer proof" carrying case! You'll find him waiting for you in the usual place Cris with nudges and ((()))s.

Thinking of you loads and loads.

Lots love Tilly xxx

frogmorton

Morning Cris

Hoping that you have woken to sunshine there as I have here. Just looked out fo the window and can see the spot where a certain lamb was chewing

Tilly is the Deer strong enough to add anything else to his supplies? On his way from you can he deviate here for a large latte??? (I know he can because Santa's do it all the time )

Thinking of you still

Love and hugs from me and chirrups and purrs from Daisycat

Toni xxx

kellerman

Love and hugs Cris (((((((May)))))))

nearlybionic

Hi Cris
I am sorry to hear that things aren`t good for you. I wish I could say or do something helpful, but I will send you lots of hugs and positive thoughts xx
Take care chuck
NB