Everything is awful and I need a hug please...

Starburst

Just like the title says. Too drained to explain, just need to feel less alone.

frogmorton

Sophie!!

I am so sorry. It's Friday and I hope that means you can rest up over the weekend?

Big

((((()))))
For you

love

Toni xxx

PS never alone with us lot

mig

Mega hugs,am sending positive vibes.(((()))) Mig

ShulaArcher

Hope things are better for you tomorrow.

(((((()))))))

Shula

dreamdaisy

((((())))) DD

barbara12

Here you are Sophie ((((((())))), and if you need any more you know were I am xx

valval

you only have to ask these lovely people and they give and give so sorry bit late getting to this was bloods day and takes quite a while.



val

robertls

Well young lady.....

.....even though we've never been introduced... .....

If its a hug you need.... ...

Here's one.........from me to you.....

stickywicket

(((((())))))

tillytop

Thinking of you lots and hoping things are less awful for you very soon.

Love and ((()))s

Tilly xxx

ruby2

(((()))) from me too!.....

We all need these now and again...and this is the place to find it!

Thinking of you! x

Starburst

What a lovely, supportive bunch of special people you all are! Thank you so very much. I needed to feel less alone and I do. xxxx I had a good cry and then slept for 11 hours and mentally, I feel stronger.

I posted about this before but my mum had a tumour removed and they weren't sure if/how far it had spread, so she had half her colon removed last week. We're still waiting for the histology results and I've been mostly calm but last night I lost it. I was thinking about what if she needs chemo, what if she'll be really poorly, what if she dies and I ended up hysterical.

Yesterday, I finished my 12 week run of uni and placement, I was looking forward to my 2 week break but I am so worried about my mum, have a huge assignment to do and to top it all of, I'm in a horrible flare up. I just felt sad and angry. I wanted time to rest and relax, now I'm not sure it's going to happen.

Thank you for being there for me, it means more than words can describe.

tjt6768

And some Yorkshire Blokey hugs from me too.

Best wishes to your mum, fingers are crossed hun.

dachshund

Hello Starburst
i'm so sorry you take care and have plenty of rest.
((((((((starburst))))))))
joan xx

applerose

Sorry you have been so upset. I hope your mum gets good results back and that you feel a bit better now and can manage your assignment. (((hugs)))

LignumVitae

I think anybody would need a good cry facing all that! I hope you are coping ok today, here's a big hug to help you ((((((((())))))))) it sounds as if you need to give yourself a bit of time and space from everything. Time to flop on the sofa in front of a Christmas film or two with lots of chocolate maybe? Take care sweetie, LV xx

stickywicket

No wonder you're flaring, Sophie. Try to forget about the 'what ifs' - they just wear us out pointlessly. One day at a time. The assignment will go well - you have a good track record. ((()))

villier

Some more ((((())))) for you Sophie, keeping fingers crossed for your mum pet............tc.....................Marie xx

stickywicket

Hello Sophie. I hope things are a bit easier. I'm thinking of you. (())

frogmorton

Me too Sophie

some spare (((()))) just incase they are still needed

love

Toni xx

Starburst

Hello my lovelies,

Well, my mum got all the clear. No tumours and no cancerous cells left, they got rid of all of it. Sometimes the NHS is very very good. I've cried happy tears all day.

It's a wonderful early Christmas present for us all. I've also decided to try and find a decent psychotherapist to help me cope with my anxiety and other challenging feelings.

Thank you for being there for me.

Sophie xx

villier

Awe Sophie

Fantastic news what a Christmas present made up for you and your mum, yes maybe a good psychotherapist will do you the world of good, although in my neck of the woods there is a six months waiting list hopefully not as long where you are................well my lovely you will sleep well tonight I'm sure....................tc.............Marie xx

barbara12

Sophie I am so very pleased for you and your mum, now you take care of yourself...and have a lovely Christmas..all of you xx

applerose

Brilliant news Sophie. The best Xmas present you could have. I'm sure you'll have a wonderful Xmas now.

frogmorton

My goodness me!!!

Things have really improved for you Sophie I am so so pleased now you all have a fabulous Christmas

Love

Toni xx

stickywicket

Excellent news, Sophie, and a good, practical plan for dealing with your anxiety. Don't forget we're here for you, too