fed up day ...
cheekygirl
Member Posts: 128
Today i am feeling pretty fed up, so tired so much pain .
that wont go away ,
I am trying to stay happy but its so hard to do
i know you will understand because its happening to you ,,,
but sometimes i just don,t know what to do .
what can i do to just ease the pain ,.
to just feel like i used to do.
wouldn,t that be so bloody good .
I must tell my mind not to go back in time .
but why should we forget how we used to be .
in our minds we are all still the same its just our body,s
that feel so much pain .I now use a wheelchair instead of a bike .
I sleep two hours instead of nine ,
I don,t dance, i just shuffle along
I cant stay out late .i am in bed before 8 .
I cant run through the woods or dive in the sea ,
but i am still happy . cause i am still little old me
xxxxx
that wont go away ,
I am trying to stay happy but its so hard to do
i know you will understand because its happening to you ,,,
but sometimes i just don,t know what to do .
what can i do to just ease the pain ,.
to just feel like i used to do.
wouldn,t that be so bloody good .
I must tell my mind not to go back in time .
but why should we forget how we used to be .
in our minds we are all still the same its just our body,s
that feel so much pain .I now use a wheelchair instead of a bike .
I sleep two hours instead of nine ,
I don,t dance, i just shuffle along
I cant stay out late .i am in bed before 8 .
I cant run through the woods or dive in the sea ,
but i am still happy . cause i am still little old me

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That is so moving...(((((()))))xx0
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thank you barbara its easier to put things down on paper or on line then i feel we have kinda dealt with them .hope you having a okay day .i send you gentle hugs xx0
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You are right...it good to get things out and what a good way of doing it...I remember when I lost my dad...the sister at the hospice told me to go home and write a diary..and put all my feeling down...It really did help in the days to come..
You take care xx0 -
Check out the poetry sticky at the top of this thread, if you post your words there too they won't get lost as the board moves on. You have a way with words and a unique voice - keep writing. DD0
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