fed up day ...

cheekygirl

Today i am feeling pretty fed up, so tired so much pain .
that wont go away ,
I am trying to stay happy but its so hard to do
i know you will understand because its happening to you ,,,
but sometimes i just don,t know what to do .
what can i do to just ease the pain ,.
to just feel like i used to do.
wouldn,t that be so bloody good .
I must tell my mind not to go back in time .
but why should we forget how we used to be .
in our minds we are all still the same its just our body,s
that feel so much pain .I now use a wheelchair instead of a bike .
I sleep two hours instead of nine ,
I don,t dance, i just shuffle along
I cant stay out late .i am in bed before 8 .
I cant run through the woods or dive in the sea ,
but i am still happy . cause i am still little old me xxxxx

barbara12

That is so moving...(((((()))))xx

cheekygirl

thank you barbara its easier to put things down on paper or on line then i feel we have kinda dealt with them .hope you having a okay day .i send you gentle hugs xx

barbara12

You are right...it good to get things out and what a good way of doing it...I remember when I lost my dad...the sister at the hospice told me to go home and write a diary..and put all my feeling down...It really did help in the days to come..
You take care xx

dreamdaisy

Check out the poetry sticky at the top of this thread, if you post your words there too they won't get lost as the board moves on. You have a way with words and a unique voice - keep writing. DD