fed up day ...

cheekygirl
cheekygirl Member Posts: 128
edited 9. Apr 2013, 04:35 in Community Chit-chat archive
Today i am feeling pretty fed up, so tired so much pain .
that wont go away ,
I am trying to stay happy but its so hard to do
i know you will understand because its happening to you ,,,
but sometimes i just don,t know what to do .
what can i do to just ease the pain ,.
to just feel like i used to do.
wouldn,t that be so bloody good .
I must tell my mind not to go back in time .
but why should we forget how we used to be .
in our minds we are all still the same its just our body,s
that feel so much pain .I now use a wheelchair instead of a bike .
I sleep two hours instead of nine ,
I don,t dance, i just shuffle along
I cant stay out late .i am in bed before 8 .
I cant run through the woods or dive in the sea ,
but i am still happy . cause i am still little old me :D xxxxx

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  • barbara12
    barbara12 Member Posts: 21,281
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    That is so moving...(((((()))))xx
    Love
    Barbara
  • cheekygirl
    cheekygirl Member Posts: 128
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    thank you barbara its easier to put things down on paper or on line then i feel we have kinda dealt with them .hope you having a okay day .i send you gentle hugs xx :)
  • barbara12
    barbara12 Member Posts: 21,281
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    You are right...it good to get things out and what a good way of doing it...I remember when I lost my dad...the sister at the hospice told me to go home and write a diary..and put all my feeling down...It really did help in the days to come..
    You take care xx
    Love
    Barbara
  • dreamdaisy
    dreamdaisy Member Posts: 31,520
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Check out the poetry sticky at the top of this thread, if you post your words there too they won't get lost as the board moves on. You have a way with words and a unique voice - keep writing. DD
    Have you got the despatches? No, I always walk like this. Eddie Braben

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