Seem to have done nothing but ask question and moan since I joined, but I spent this morning looking at the esa50 with my Mum and she said something along the lines of 'I'll do all I can while I can' and boy does she but ever since all I can think of is what do I do when they're no longer here.
I have few friends, only 2 close friends one of which lives away and I know they would help me but they have lives.
I just found myself in tears this afternoon and really needed to let it out.
I would love to be able to get out more but cannot self-propel my chair, drive or use my mobility scooter for long and there seems to be a lack of things to do in my area that I can participate in and I'm often unable to do activities (crochet for example) for longer than about 20-25 without setting off the aches and pains. I also have very little confidence especially when meeting new people.
I have never been one for feeling sorry for myself but today I just felt so lonely and now I feel like I'm whining a bit, so while I can't think of a solution, hopefully just getting it out will help a bit.