Will this pain ever get better

Been on a course of steroids (again) which make things bearable. this week it’s just been my salphasalazine. The pain is returning now the steroids have stopped. I am struggling. I am weary of this perpetual cycle. My recent b/t has also shown that my iron levels are low, so I’m booked in for bloods next week. I hate moaning about this condition, but I am not sure I can cope. My mood is low, I am exhausted, and not sleeping. Where do I go from here.😢