Feeling Down

noeltone

Hi all i am sorry to moan in this post but i am feeling something rotten and I am very down in the dumps I have been quite chirpy for awhile but things have hit me bad and hence this post.
I am in so much pain and have had flare up and so tired I want to blast arthurititis but it does no good only moan left.
went for a job a week ago but did not get it despite being qualified have not worked since 1998 but as well forget it I guess, than mothers day came and theold old feelings have just came back even though I am now 52 I still miss not ever knowing her and how she did not ever wish to know me and I even posted a mothers day message how sad it has now hit me I have tried writing about it but it has made it worse.
I feel no one (meaning her ever liked me) so i cant like anyone now hows ad is that sorry for the maon