In the middle of the night.....
When you can't sleep,because of the pain, everything seems so much worse in the middle of the night. I think I have little panic attacks as to what the future holds for me. I can't remember what it was like to go to sleep and wake up in the morning without waking and pacing the floor at stupid times in the night. I suppose I have to accept that never again will I have a full, uninterrupted nights sleep. It's just so exusting.