I came back from a lovely 10 day holiday in the early hours of Tuesday morning. While I was away, my fridge malfunctioned (it froze) and because of this, it rendered my humira pens unusable. I am due a prescription from the hospital and it's going to take a couple of days to process and of course, I need to arrange the delivery too. The thought of being without my precious medication, even for a short while, is horrible. I inject every fortnight but I start to notice it wearing off around day 10 and I'm due it tomorrow. However, I'm now feeling even worse following a phone call from rheum nurse. She said she just needed to check that I had a suitable fridge as obviously, the cost of the medication is high. That made me feel so guilty, even though she was kind about it. I've wasted a couple of grand of precious NHS resources. I know that in the grand scheme of NHS wastage, it's a drop in ocean but still, it was my fault.
Am I being silly or would anyone else feel similarly?