Pocket duries for Cris skezier (Tuesday)

dreamdaisy

Lordy lordy. Deepest thanks to frog and minky, you two have been wonderful today.

Cris, I don't know what to say, I can only offer these. (((((((((()))))))))) and a tanker of love, thoroughly mixed with courage, strength, fortitude, CDM and biccies for the girls. It's a bit messy but well-meant. DD

bertyboy

Thanks Debs for being there for Cris ,and Toni for the update , i hope now people will get things sorted for Cris , they cannot leave it x love and many hugs to you all xx

tillytop

Evening Cris

Well done for getting through the endo - so glad you had Minky Debs with you. I am really sorry that the results aren't good but really hoping that the fact that the endo lady said they couldn't be ignored means that you will get some help...

Hope that, by now you have had a goodly supply of tea and those much needed pills.

Thinking of you and sending love, hugs and sheeperized deer nudges.

Tilly xxx

stickywicket

Thank you Debs and Toni.

Skezier – I just hope something will at last happen now. (I also hope it didn’t hurt too much when I sat on you. Needs must & all that.) Another freight train on it’s way. And these (((((( ))))))

chris7

Cris :shock:

Where have I been? :roll: So sorry I missed all this, been watching you other thread and didn't get chance to look for a new one. Bless Debs for being there with you and Toni and the other contacts you have who have kept you sane and us informed.

Am sure it was an especially tough day so I hope you are able to get some rest tonight. I send buckets of healing, cope and a few squillion very gentle hugs ((( )))

Really hope you are no longer fobbed off with lame excuses and get some treatment that will help.

love as always
Chris xx

skezier

Hi Sticky, Berty, DD, Joan, Barbara, Lynn, Toni, Iris, Val, Tilly, Chis and All,

Thank You all so much for being there today... it meant a lot to me it really did.

That Alien dos mean business then.... Its almost all the way around the oesophagus base now.... they showed me the pic... its also looking very inflamed and angry

Well that makes 2 of us

A year and a half ago (about) I changed doctors. I had seen the ones before a good 8 months prior to changing and as told I had an ulcer..... I said I had wasn't cus I have had one and it don't feel like this... It was the start of the hernia and ignored cus only an ulcer.

The new docs inherited me with an 'ulcer' but did at least ask the gastro's to see me.... \They also doubled up the lanzopes to 4 a day.

The gastro took 9 months t see me but didn't say it was an ulcer. Got the endo under the 2 week rule and they found the barretts and the inflammation as well as the hernia i had been saying I had got for so long.....

Had they done something 18 month earlier well I wouldn't have all this and the Alien might not have even existed!

So I am a bit cross........

I don't know that this will change anything I really don't.

I have no follow up appointment with the gastro and think thats it I am going to write to him.....

I got the results and will copy them and enclose them....

Just not convinced i wasn't to meet stage 4 let alone stage 5 inflammation cus I can cope with 3 actually.....

Tell you what they haven;t half hurt the lumber and neck....

Think sedative was easier for them as well cus they tried to put me in a position I can't go in but once zonked I think I could judging from all this pain....

Debs was brilliant and so were you all. Leaving hugs and love and many, many thanks. Cris xx

skezier

Hi Lynn,

Nope I am useless flower... i have not a clue about hat to say or what not to say.....

I saw the gastro last week and he said he knew it was cruel to leave me tablet less for 14 days but laughed as he said it... wonder how much of the up grade between 1st stage and 3rd stage has bee this last 2 weeks.....

Wonder if they will take me off them again?!

Its jut stupid cus they leave my bones to rot and now they leave the alien to rot... and he will.... unchecked! he might anyway but

they will wait and see what the cells are doing and then decide what to do but i wont it removed and I rally do. Know its ager but I want it removed.....

Got enough neglect and enough pain from other depts maybe this one will come good.....

Flap, flap bl*** oink!

I not feeling so good flower abut any of it and they have really hurt both the lumber and the neck.....

Hope your ok and ta for the choc, hey got some chocky bikkies and some left over custard creams

Oh Be took custard cream out of Deb's hand... Wish had so may even she lost count Love and ((((( ))))) and another cuppa cus I got to get my intake up xxx

magenta

Hi Cris,

I made chocolate cake so I'm sending you some to have with your cuppa,

Keep smiling

Eileen xx

PS No chocolate cake for the sheep now

elnafinn

Dear Cris

I am thinking of you and hoping that you will get the help you so badly need, very soon. So good to hear how kind Debs and Toni are to you.

Love
Elna x

chris7

Hi Cris

Just calling in to check on you and bless you for calling in. That damn alien wants seeing to and no mistake. I remember the courage you had to muster to get the new GP Cris and I know it is still a long fight but I send you more courage and muster and hope you do get a little out of character and demand the help you need there. Make stampy proud eh!

Thanks again to Debs who I have missed seeing on here for being with you when you needed a real person. I know Toni often does and that others give you daily support many of us can't, but we do care very much.

Wonkas is heaving with Christmas orders just as they have laid off the summer staff. :roll: You couldn't make it up really and if I see another robin or pack snowmans mintballs I think I will combust.

Go carefully.
love, strength and courage (((( ))))
Chris xx

dorcas

Hi Cris,

I'm just popping by to see if you're sleeping.

I do hope you tamed the alien... at least for tonight... and that the lumber and neck weren't too aggravated by the pushing and pulling they were subjected to at the endo. It would be good if you managed some restful zzzzzz's after the trauma of the day.

You are one plucky lady... and deserve better support and treatment from the medical team. maybe now that they have the evidence they need, things will begin to change for the better?

love and (((hugs))) my friend. (I've told Brea and Wish to chase you back to bed in the morning so that you rest up. )

Iris xxx

bertyboy

Morning Cris i really hope youve at least managed some rest , they think we dont care what they do when under sedation and at the time maybe we dont but its after that really matters and they should know that , they had best not leave you any longer can you not ring for a follow up , badger them and the one that sent you , love and very very gentle hugs , its lovely that your girls know a true friend comes with biccys xx

barbara12

morning Cris
I really am hoping you managed some sleep last night...not good results but hopefully now they will do something to help ....
Sending you loads of very gentle hugs (((((()))) and love xxxx

tjt6768

Morning my dear Cris.. I am sorry that I didn't really log in yesterday but you know that me and Ra were there, also... Yeah Lady, I read what you put about the beasties being there, did you think I would not notice them :shock: :eek:
Why do you think I spent the whole procedure hiding behind Ra?? Lol


I am so sorry about the news, GGGRRRRRRRR

Wish I could do something to help.

Now I probably do this even less than our lovely DD, but under the circumstances you really do deserve them, so from me, Janet and Ra


((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

stickywicket

It was a tough day for you yesterday – what they did and what they said. You deserve better.

I’ve no advice, just a few more of these delivered by Haz
(((((( ))))))

suzygirl

Morning Cris, sorry you are hurting so much, both physically and mentally. These appts really put us through the wringer, the docs have no idea and its all wrong sometimes.

I just hope that despite it all it was worth it and you are getting somewhere. Glug back the tablets and some more icecream. (((hugs))) and love to you.

Izzy sends the daddy long legs she has caught, it is her latest toy!

Debs, cuppa and a cake for you. Thanks for being with Cris.

dreamdaisy

I'm so angry. Why don't the ****ing docs listen to a patient who has a very good understanding of what is going on with her? What a bunch of arrogant, complacent, lazy and patronising gits they are. (I know, one or two are far better than that but that is not enough.) I am fuming.

You rest up as much as you can today, take comfort in your girls and the Ark, get your strength back as much as you can and if you wanna start a fight with the hospital and/or your MP you can count me in. They need to be brought to book over this, held to acount. It is shameful they way they have not treated you. DD

frogmorton

Morning Cris

tis just me checking in to see how you got on overnight?? I know you were releived to be allowed to take all your medication again

I hope you slept like a log

Love

Toni xx

lalla

CHRIS ,THINKING OF YOU, HOPE ALL GONE WELL((((CHRIS\)))))lINDA

hileena111

Awww Cris pet ...I'm sorry I didnt get on your thread yesterday.
I've just been reading through yesterdays posts. What a lot of pain,etc from everyone....as if you hadnt gone through enough ...not having your medication for so long beforehand. I bet you are glad to get back on to it.
You just rest as much as you can and then when you get your strength you go in all guns blazing and sort them out
gentle ((((()))))))
Love
Hileena

frogmorton

Hello everyone.

Cris has asked me to PA for her.

She is really really sorry she is too wished to get on here tonight :sad:

The gut issues are causing a lot of residual pain (from where they took biopsies etc) and taking times to settle after being pretty well deprived of medication for 14 days.

She is going to spend some healing time with the animals especially the sheep as they always recharge her batteries.

She slept for 9 hours non-stop and could have done the same over again.

If she can l know she will pop in but from me:

Take your meds Cris and go and sleep for England we will see you when you are up to it.

Lots of love and hugs

Toni xx

Ps one good thing to come and one very sad.

Will give you the sad first as you need to know - she is having to take Hop (my youngest's favourite dog) to the vets to be put to sleep on Friday so will be digging again.

One good thing? Debs and her are meeting tomorrow before Debs goes home.

skezier

Hi Eileen, Lynn, Elna, Chris, Iris, Berty, Barbara, Tony, Sticky, Suzy, DD, Linda, Hileena and of course Toni,

I need to apologize... I had a complete cop out today...

I am a bit weary of this alien but having read up on it I am also a bit weary of the op... the stomach would end up about 5 inches higher and the op sound quite drastic....

That's why they don;t do it till you at least have a real bit of pre cancerouis cells or got the cancer ones.

So subject to the biopsy results the alien and I are going to be living together..... theres a marriage I didn't want

So I went into melt down...... Some of it to do with Hops of course.

Why can't vets do miracles eh?!

Why can't doctors come to that.....

Eileen The chock cake was lovely and the alien didn't want any so it was MINE! Leaving you tea and a ((((( ))))) xx

Lynn Thanks for the hugs they are so much needed today. hope you had a good night flower and leaving you a cream egg. xx

Elna A small voice inside us both as like as not is saying its time our luck changed..... I know mine wont re the alien but I so hope yours will. Your going to be ok and leaving you a stay calm bucket and more fortitude. xx

Chris Poor Debs has had a bit of a hard time of late. She is here tonight for a few days cus she has had a bit of trouble. I know she looks in and she will be back soon I hope. Like you I miss seeing her about the place.

Hope wonkers is not too bad? Christmas stuff..... :shock: Mind you were boxing farrings in February eh? You make sure you get a really good duvet day and your another who i never forget. Hugs and a cream egg but mind Lynn doesn't nick it..... xx

Going to split this... will be right back.....

skezier

Iris Hate seeing you at that time... pain is evil isn't it? I hope your able to sleep through tonight cus I know what thee long night do to you my friend.

I did sleep last night... Iris it was wonderful! Got a lot of drawing pain from the alien's biopsies now and not that surprised... they took 8 according to the letter :roll:

They are being thorougher... mind having seem its mug shot I am not too surprised..... Wonder what they do with those? Medical journal stuff that one It looked very big, very angry and very threatening somehow. Its grown a huge amount since its last portrait!

So so hope your asleep and I shall try to in a min...

Hay if I didn't eat or drink the alien would be ok The pregabs got stuck on it earlier and it didn't like it at all Lobe and a lump hammer if your not careful...... xxx

Berty The hugs are so welcome just now. i really am feeling very down and sorry for my self :oops: I got the measure of the bones a while back... now all I got to do is use the same attitude to the alien..... Hope your ok about the 26th? I have no idea which day it is now... have you We are as bad as each other there xx
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[Barbara[/b] having rad up on the alien I have an inkling thy will just keep chucking that tub down me ever so ofter.... yearly if the cells are ok and 3 monthly id thy are on the turn. if they have turned then I get rid of the dam thing..... I do want it gone but do i wont that?! Hard to know just now. I just know its grown at a hell of a rate..... Mind it was only all red and thats got to be a good sign?!

Sorry i got worked up flower and thanks for the hugs. As many left for you and a cuppa xx

Tony I feel honored. Thanks though cus i really am feeling sorry for my self and I hope your Janet and Ra had a good night and leaving tea for the morning. xx

Sticky Please keep the lodgers from rubbing near debs' window... the poor maid need some sleep.

Haz has his best suit on and is waiting for you to stir.... the ladder isn't there so brace your self cus he has his orders xx

Suzy Tell Izzy thats just what I needed Bless her she is nicer than mine they eat them

Thanks for the ice cream and the alien said it cooler (he has been a little hot of late ) Hope you had a good night and leaving a cuppa as well as a good day draft. xx

DD This is why I say to people if they have stomach pain they have to get it looked at! Acid reflux leads to gord and you really don;t want it for so many reasons.

Hopefully i will get some treatment but they wont do the alien less he is ca. One thing I must do... I don;t want to... got no heart for it ... too wound up for it... too unhappy for it... but i do have to quite smoking.... its not helping and I can;t pretend it is.....

That's not a promise or even a willingness to try but it does prove I acknowledge it..... acorns and all that in my case the pigs may well eat the acorns But they shouldn't..... I do know.... Tea and a calm down draft. I got good gp's now and the uselessness caused me a lot of trouble and have done damage but they got away with it eh?!

Hell I am weak.... hugs and is that bucket still working? It was the first one I made and I think it was right. xx

Linda Thank you for the hugs flower. I am having one of those wallow times and needed them so much.

I hope your doing okish and will g see cus I saw a thread up date from you. Leaving you a good day draft and a hug as well. xx

Hileena You and me both get passed from pillar to post eh?! One thing for sure... i will get the hernia repaired but I can see why they are saying its dangerous cus its in the cardio-oesophageal junction... they do 100#s though its not exactly uncommon..... That will also be a generalist

Will just go see how you got on. Sorry I am so late doing so :oops: some friend eh?! xx

Toni Thank you again my friend. I am so indebted to the forum in general but you, Iris and Wonky doubly so. Its been rough for a long time now... I am sorry and I do cope fairly well but every so often I go into melt down and well I am sorry.

I am also so sorry about Luce and Hops..... There is nothing anyone can do for her. Luce has the hideous watery slurpy thing now but if she would rather.... she could have Bre.....

Hey the tide must one day go out and one thing must get a little better.... these aliens we all have a common one don't we? I said this before and I mean it the bone shift has brought me the best friends I have ever had and for that I thank it. Tea and a huge hug for the morning my little over worked under paid pa

Debs says hi.... I kinda hope she doesn't want breakfast... beyond eggs I am fresh out of breakfast food Tea for you and a hope you have a better behaved shoulder? xxx

Right I shall go see if the alien would like to asleep..... He is happier cus there isn't any acid left in my stomach at all so though the gord keeps happening its not really that painful ... hey thats an improvement.....

You all have a decent day and I promise to stop wallowing and get on with it as I know I must be driving you all up the wall and across the cielling... I know what thats like... I live with the employers

valval

hi cris i am sure we will all be down for some of your eggs for breakfast can i have boiled with soilders not had them for ages and do i have to eat all the white used to have it when was little
as for the smoking if you have to go for the op (fingers crossed you do not) it will help recovery if you at least cut down no one expects you to stop at this time but just cut one a week but do not get hung up on it in the scheem of things it no biggee wish there was magic wand to help with all your ills but sods law it bent when i fell that time and now well anything could happen you could turn into a sheep thinking of you hang in there it got to get better ((())) val

skezier

Hi Val,

What are you doing up this time of day?! I am sorry cus I know it ill be pain.

Boiled eggs and soldiers it is flower and for you right now cus them you can have seconds with the others

Hope things get easier and you can get back to sleep. I off to catch a couple of hours now and hope you can do the same soon. Leaving you tea, your breakfast and please don;t turn me into t sheep less you land me with an idiot to lo after me ((((( ))))) and a hope. Cris xx