My name is Sandee I have PsA/ Fibro and have been on MTX well for the last three months, I started so well now I feel as if I am on a downward hill! I have an easy job I LOVE but I am exhausted by home time even if I do nothing taxing.
I am an upbeat person and try not to moan and gripe if I can help it but I'm running out of pixie dust! I am becoming a grouch at home and I hate it it is not me, my partner is so good he supports me and never complains when I am mean to him he just says your ill and I can't help it.
I have no worries about him leaving me but I hate being so low, I am on fluoxetine and have been for years because of my undiagnosed pain, I thought once I had a diagnosis I would get better but I seem to be worse.
since taking MTX I have developed floaters in my right eye, my right knee has locked and the pain of walking is unbearable at times, my lower back kills now, is this normal I KNOW everyone is different but will it lift? it is so not like me, I burst into tears at the drop of a hat sometimes over nothing.
I am hoping speaking to you all might make me feel less of a unicorn, and thank you for taking the time to read this I just want to be able to deal with this condition but I am losing at the moment
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