Botox and stuff....

skezier

Hi Julie, Louise, I, Speedy and DD

Thanks for your messages. I kinda high I think but have done 275 tonight.... early and that's not really head rushed me... yet..... Bit distrustful of it just now

Julie flower the weather isn't so god just now.... got the makings of a swamp just outside the door...... but it will be ok one it freezes I hope your wind dies down, this one has now and well tomorrow it does look like it might be a bit better......Sending you a ((( ))) and some flamingo liquid stuff (they don't eat deed and this they can sift through and get what every it is they do eat ) Cris xx

Hi Louise,

Maid we'll sort something. Know what you mean about people making you feel as if your coasting it somehow... Just remember your not and got the drugs to prove it!

I do a few miles a day but couldn't do Bristol so often even in this car!

Hey there is a support group we could go to.... its in Devon (I already shaking at the prospect of crossing the Tamma......) Its either Totness or Torbay but I sometimes think it might be worth going up to it? Maybe we should sort something out? It a comfy car.... driven by ex ambulance with an inbuilt thing about NEVER shaking necks I'd even hoover it... well its coated in dog hair just now... not really selling the idea am I

You hang on Maid and sending a hope that the sulfa dos its job.... It took my wrists down for a couple of weeks and actually clobbered the crohn's so its not a bad drug just you have to take so many!

Sending yu a ((((( ))))) and we will sort something out.. though I do panic over the Tamma Its about 83 miles I think from here.... Love Cris xxx

HI I,

You really are always here flower and I just want you to know its much appreciated! Sending you a ((((( ))))) and shall hit the bellows and blow some sun up your way... promise.

Hows the mtx going by the way? I so hope your not getting side effects and even more important its helping you! xx

Hi Speedy,

If I am honest I think the bed went to the forest It was 2 nights wroth and kinda nice a tree...... Just a bad song

Really hope you and S had a decent half term? Sending you a ((((( ))))) and hope your ok on the phased return stuff? xx

Hi DD,

Life's never boring with this is it Went off last night down the river Fal so there can be nice things as well The tree wasn't unpleasant but the one in the hospital when I was on the drip now that I wouldn't want again!

Brace your self now..... sending you a ((((( ))))) and love Cris xx oh don;t forget you have the hug bucket either!

chris7

Hi Cris

Good to see you though was sorry to see spin the sheep had resumed and what with the cold weather and singing trees! :shock: I think you are in need of a few more hug buckets there. (((((( )))))
Hang in there flower. Tis cold here too at the mo guess we gotta get used to this again and I will so hate getting up for work in the dark when the clocks change Sunday.
Hope you not doing a sale tomorrow but that if you must it goes well for you.
take care
love
Chris xxx

skezier

Hi Chris,

Hows it going Flower? Oh a hug bucket..... Thank You for hat cus I can't make my own and that will be coming with me while I plot certain things..... Not doing the sale tomorrow cus it went up and be honest the chicken aren't laying and the dog food is running out so hopefully I will hit Sunday hard and hope eh?

Drifted off last night going down the Fal.... that I can live with!:D Just wish I could sleep a bit better but always end up on the back...... Hey think I just nee the full dose of the pregabs..... as talking to a friend and we come to the conclusion cus the drip widens up all the blood vessels I get the full hit and that's why its doing this..... Well it could be eh?!

Sending more ((((((((((((((((((( ))))))))))))))))))))) lost count and really hope your ok? Love Cris xxx

roses1

Hi Cris ,

What you been taking?

ppl pay good money for trips like that ! i dont think i could have that.


I will send you another sun rise and sunset howz that ?

better i hope

Rose x

chris7

Hi again Cris you are so generous with the hugs. Do keep a few for yourself there.

So glad no sale tomorrow, do hope you get an easier day then ready for a goodish one Sunday. All fine here now ta, though as usual I needed my days off to recharge. It is all or nothing eh!! I only seem to do full pelt or immobile with nothing much inbetween. :oops:

Get in them embers and hope you do get a decent kip tonight without the added or unwelcome entertainment.
Will try and peek in tomorrow.
sleep well if you can (((((( ))))))
love to the critters
Chris xxx

Hi Rose sorry didn't see you sneak in there, these sunsets sound so lovely.

skezier

Hi Rose,

They have value apparently I had trouble getting to the full dose... took almost a year but been here a year as well but for some reason they have had a strange effect and hallucinations are one of the side effects.... one of the hardest at times... Mind its only happened 5x. The head rush...that just flashes of places and people and you can't sleep with the head that busy......

They are a good drug though, I do miss them but done 275 and still grounded.....

Thanks for the sun set and sending you what I drifted off to last night.... the river Fal from Helford to the sea. Good place that ((( ))) and a hope you get a good night Cris xx

Hi Chris,

Right there with you..... Sleep eh.... I either can't wake up or cant get off! Thankfully its getting there and well I have proved I need the pregabs! Good thing is they don't seem to be addictive.....

I will pm you in a min flower and well you can't give your self hugs... ... so the hug bucket is much appreciated. I shall take it with me.... You know they got legs don't you

Things will get better for you Chris they really will. Not long now is it? You have to be totally honest and I am now well into the realms of ramble eh?! Love and a top up ((( ))) Cris xx

psyart

Hi Cris - hope you slept some time during the night :?: :?:

thanks for the kind words - i try to rise about it but sometimes it just, well really pees me off :!: :!:

weather not too bad this morning :!: can see newquay way and looking good over there - how is it over your end :?:

the thought of travelling all that way and over the bridge doesnt sound good at this time of the year :!: gets dark too early now - especially after tonight hate this time of the year when the clocks go back bet it makes your life harder - mind you its hard already :?: . but i do admire you for wanting to do what you want to do what ever the doctors say :!: i know some days i push myself as i feel i am not ready to sit and allow 'arthur' to take over all of my life :!:

anyway - loads of hugs and support - with a bit of sunshine today

take care - Louise xxx