Advice kinda needed......

skezier

Hi Joan, I, Poppy, Julie, Barbara, Elna and Lynn,

Phoned for an appointment on the 19th cus that's when the nicer doctor is available. The results must be grown by then eh?!

.... mind will have to see one soon as I am running out of tablets and already know the lanzop's don't do it..... really don't want it going back to that much pain again.....

Also got to do something about the mtx upping to 25 as well cus the rumo will never get the letter to them before that's due and it will be repeated at 20 not the 25 its become.

No sign of it working yet... but think I might be being a little impatient... just 25 tablets didn't so kinda losing hope all over the place just now.

Small thing though. he actually looked at my hands and wrists this last time and just maybe if it doesn't work he will try for some funding... except.... I can't get off palliative and the fact I have as much oa in the wrists as pa isn't going to help it it? I just think the fates could play fair and one in each joint was enough

I see him again in June and well have the drip next month and just maybe something will work... but...

Will trade all my chances for the sheep to really work cus she has a few options left but less after the weekend as this try will have failed less she is a lot better.

Still just a couple of lodgers... he really can't catch them but I haven't been here as much so he hasn't had to ask me.... glad at that cus I am so worn out I am not really up for field traipsing just now though one is due to foal in 3 weeks.... Is my maths sound there? The one here and the other are due between the 5th and 10th of may.

Will promise to cheer up soon, be ok once I know what this Alien is and even better if they would just remove it anyway... the idea of those tests too often is horrendous and besides it still causing trouble but that's likely to be the inflammation which you never know might get some treatment for the first time in over 12 months soon as I see the gastro's Agni......

Talk about a roundabout.....

You all take care and leaving tea and hugs and sorry I really am just swamped out again. Cris xxx

HA just had a phone call from gp.... midline might be possible! pay of course but possible..... GP said she will try and get it done under the nhs though.....

skezier

and.....

She has agreed to keep me on the nexium and the donwots- it name as well...

and

If I take the new mtx 25ml script in they will photocopie it and she will set up the repeat.... good eh?

I just want to say i am sorry cus in addition to a job lot of horrible life shampoo I rally do seem to be eating far too many teasy flakes....

Just want to say sorry. Cris xx

tillytop

Hello Cris

Just dropping in to top up the hug bucket!

Thinking of you.

Love, hugs and a deer nudge.

Tilly xxx

Ps: Deer is very keen to come down for more cooking lessons!

skezier

What a day..... I have reached a new pain level actually but this useless body has done something I didn't think it could.... I am not sure how but....

I lost Stampy Feet today..... UI am no longer able to function very well and somehow I picked her up and got her in the car.... Do you know i don't know how.

Tomorrow I have to dig a very deep hole again... I lost Hope on the 29th December and this is getting silly..... Her ladyship is ok though but the vet left Stamps some antibiotics and heavy duty pain killers to give her a chance ,,,,,

I gave Wish the antibiotic cus she is a bit snotty .... and very stressed so it seemed like the right thing to do. I really do need to get her home as she will be lonely.....

I will arrange the wood etc and get the shed sorted but not tomorrow.... tomorrow this useless hulking cr***y body has another heavy duty job to do.....

I could do with some help if anyone has the time.....

Sorry i kinda feel like someone has ripped my heart out, jumped on it and stuck it back in sore and injured.

Stamps I really will miss so much so please bare with me while I totally crack up.

Hi Tilly,

Wish said she would love to do another cookery lesson..... she was thinking of asking Chris to help make some ferrings if the deer would like to help?

Bless her she could do with his company as well if he doesn't mind?

Oh Tilly I am trashed physically, mentally and emotionally and I am sorry but thank you for the hugs, much needed tonight. Some coming back to you and sorry I really have plummeted and hurt so much. ((((( ))))) and a hope your are okish? Cris xx

bertyboy

Oh Cris my heart breaks for you in so many ways i so wish there was more i could say , R,I,P. wooly one you are now in the land of treats for ever hugs and comfort tissues and a shoulder for you Cris xx

julie47

oh cris.....I am so sorry about stampy all i can do is send a big hug((((((((()))))))) and send soothing vibes to you~~~

I will be thinking of you all day.
Love Juliepf x

frogmorton

Ah Well....

I have NO idea what to say. This is THE most dreadful news Poor poor Gotley and poor poor poor you Cris :sad:

l am so glad about all the medical news for you...yesterday should have been a good one!! :shock:

Now please please promise me you will make some calls and try to get some back up for the digging. You need some help not only determination to do things right, your reserves are so low at the moment.

Charley says the reason Wish appears ok is because she is still meditated.... :???:

Love and hugs and strength by the bucketload

Toni xxxxxx

barbara12

Oh my love....dont ever say sorry to us....but I can say it to you..I am sooo sorry..I do wish I could be there...we are here for you.....sending all the good vibes I have.....and loads of gentle hugs ((((((())))))
Lots of love
Barbara xxx

annie_mial

Cris my lovely, have just seen this.........I am so, so sorry. RIP Stampy, you had the best life if ever a sheepie did.

Don't fall too much apart, petal. My grabber will only cope with just so much and it could take some time before I am able to help put you together again.

Love and huggies, huggies, huggies
Annie

dachshund

Hi Cris.
we feel so sorry for you we know what its like when a
animal dies a part of you die with it.
its about time you had some good news.
i will be there to help you i wish i was.
take care ((((((((cris )))))))). joan xx

frogmorton

Ok folks Cris is digging on her own leaving some of these



for us all to help...

or you can grab one of these

or one of these



let us help

The power of the forum is needed

love to you all

Toni xx

caterina57

Dear Cris
I am so sorry about stampy and I am going to help you with the digging, Pleeeease take care of yourself! You have a hard few weeks coming up what with the faoaling an'all.
Cath

dachshund

Hi Cris Toni.
i'm sorry about stampy and i'm ready to do some digging.
cris you take care you dont need any more pain than you have.
joan xx

dreamdaisy

Skezier, I am so, so sorry to hear this dreadful news. I cannot do much in the way of digging but I can make tea and provide buns, thus giving the diggers both energy and refreshment. My thoughts are with you at this very, very sad time. DD

ironic

Oh Cris what an earth can I say? I am so upset for you.
Leaving you a massive bucket of hugs,

I hope it is a good sunset tonight and you can say your goodbyes.
Hugs as always,
Lv, Ix

barbara12

Hi Cris
My love I just want to send you lots more hugs (((((()))) and loads more good vibes.....they will start working soon I feel it in my bones.....
You take care.......
Lots of love
Barbara xx

minky67

Hi Cris, As i said in my pm, im so very sorry to hear about Got :sad:

Please ask for some help if you can.

Sending massive ((((())))) & strength to see you through this awful time.
luv debs

tillytop

Oh Cris I am so very, very sorry to hear your sad news and I don't know what to say other than that I am thinking of you really hard. And I am so sorry too that you are having to struggle so much with everything at the moment. Please, please don't ever feel you need to apologise. You are always here for everyone Cris, and now it's our turn to be here for you. Wish we could actually be there, rather than just virtually.

The deer should have reached you by now, so will be there for Wish (and for you of course).

Loads of love

Tillyxxx

fayrose

Aww s*&t, I'm so sorry. Sorry too that I'm so far away.

Can't help wondering if a lot of us arthriticky folks got together in an arthur-commune we might be better off helping each other .... cos we know what we need.

Huge hugs and love Cris from me 'n' this lot xxx

Poppyg1rl

Oh Cris,
I am so sorry sweetie, it's not fair, sending you (((((()))))) and buckets of strength. Wish I could do something to help Xxxxxx

psyart

Cris ~ your life is really s@it at the moment ~ Im so sorry to hear the sad news ~ my heart goes out to you # massive hugs to you.

please try and get help ~ or am I too late in saying that :?:

you had some good news and then life was harsh to you again ~ when will it get any better :?:

I hope you do have someone there who you can talk to and who can give you actual hugs :?:


Louise xxx

jean123

Dear Cris,

Our thoughts are with you at this most heartbreaking time.

From Jean Guy and the Forum team.

elnafinn

Dear Cris

I am so sorry that you are heartbroken but it is only natural. I wish I knew what to say but nothing will take the hurting away, but I send you my love and to let you know that I am thinking about you.

Elna x(((())))

magenta

Cris, I'm so sorry.
Sending you lots of love and lots and lots of hugs (((((())))))
Eileen xxxx

roses1

Awww Cris
it is a very sad sad time my love (((((( hugs)))))
take care
Rose xx