Advice kinda needed......

tkachev

I never like to write too much cos of your eyes but you are a lovely person and I wish you had got a better slice of luck in your life.

Elizabeth

minky67

Hi Cris, I hope today is a bit easier Grief wise & the payback is easing too.

its lovely & sunny here & i hope youve got it too. Help lift your spirits a bit.

Please rest as much as you can.
luv & buckets of ((((hugs)))) debs

skezier

Hi Barbara, Toni, Cath, Joan, Elizabeth and Debs,

Its been a hard day, woke to find the lumber wasn't numb anymore... but wished it was! Its got a 3" long central (well its not quite central now a days ) pain in the bones them selves and learning forward produces acute pain that leaves you in no doubt you will pass out if you don't sit.....

I didn't chance the sale... it would have been so embarrassing if I had gone down......

Then the neck... big 3" circular swelling around the base of it ad running up the left side as well....

I think i might have hurt my self a bit eh?!

This bone stuff really is shift and you know what it relentless and has now gone for all the swelling and pain and fatigue... but i will do Wish's fence today if it kills me... if it does that I shall sit in the meadow and find peace and healing which isn't such a bad idea today

Tuesday doesn't worry me except I want this removed.... I can't cope with the endless endo's I will have to have if they don't remove it.

I had to go and get a few lodgers today... It was nice actually cus they knew me and came with willingly.... bless them they do like Lilly make it so obvious

Foals are due between the 5th and 10th so Wish has to be home by then else it will be even harder ..... Shed builders needed if you all have hammers......

I better go show willing and do this fence cus it wont do its self and she would be better out and about not getting sad by being alone......

You all take care and I shall be ok just feel very down and sad but that's not a surprise is it I guess? Love Cris xxx

caterina57

Hi Cris
I am with you, you know that dont you. not feeling good mesen but its nowt compared with what you are going through roll on Tues and move on from there what do you think?
Cath

skezier

Hi Lynn and Cath,

I am glad you will be with on Tuesday cus its likely to be another heavy one cus f the amount of things wrong with me know.....

I failed to do the inner fence..... I mean failed as well i couldn't even lift the pounda out the car! I did put the electric fence back on... hare speed so that will get the calves big time! 1.6 volts so not a small one and I touched it once and you wouldn't want to do it too often.

The inner one is posts that the said bovines have scat down..... I let wish out while I was there and she seemed fine and happy to be eating but soon as I left she kicked off again,.... big baaaas she was running around calling for a friend who just can't answer. So I put here back in and she felt safe and sat eating her hay.

This is going to be a problem and it just triggers such a huge hurt in me as well. Pain is always worse when your down eh?

Promised her I would arrange her shed and then once its here all I got to do is put it up and then she can come home and we will be here for her most the day at least. In fact except for the sales I wont go far as I wont have t go to her each day eh?

Anyway thanks again to you both and sorry i am so down. Low and a ((((( ))))) to each Cris xx

Poppyg1rl

Oh Cris, sending lots of these your way ((((())))) you've every right to feel down sweetie, no one is superhuman however much we might think we are but you are pretty near to it you're an amazing person.
I'm thinking good positive thoughts for Tuesday, whatever happens you know you have all of us here supporting you.
Sending more hugs (((((()))))) and a big brew Xxx
Glittergirl

skezier

Thanks Glitter Girl and hope you ok? (((( )))) and a refill xxx

psyart

Hi Cris ~ you are an exceptional woman ~ how you managed to carry on god only knows.

I am sending you loads of cotton wool hugs ~ with the pain you are in then they have to be gentle ones ~ take as many as you need to help you feel better.

I will be there in your pocket on Tuesday ~ bet we will all be squashed as I know there will be lots of us there.

you take care my lovely ~ and please rest :!:

louise xx

frogmorton

Hi Cris

l hope you have sun....

glad the horses are comiong back and more so that WISH is coming home too. Then if you feel rough you can look out o' that window and see her and not have to drive out there.

Last week was vile - this one will be better l am sure. Today you can maybe order the shed tomorrow we will all be with you.... and up in Scotland with Magenta too :shock: maybe we need the helicopter tomorrow??!!

Hammer ready whenever you need me

Love

Toni xx

ironic

Hi Cris,
I hope some of the swelling has gone down for you today, I don’t know how you have managed to do everything on your own.
Well the electric fence should help with the calves’ enthusiasm but you really need to rest for a while. I know you want wish back asap so fingers crossed you will get some help setting up the shed soon.
You have done stampy proud and hopefully you will be able to visit them both and just remember to sweet days together.
I will be thinking of you tomorrow it really has been a long and uphill struggle for you this year.

Not long to wait for the new foals this time, a happy but busy time again for you.
Hugs as always,
Lv, Ix

tjt6768

Hi Cris, sorry I've been awol hun... Sounds like struggles are still hitting you hard mi dear.
Wish I could help.

Plenty of hugs from me, Ra & Janet..

angel1

Sending every loving wish that you hear what you want to hear tomorrow, my lovely friend.........Much love.......Ange.x.

Poppyg1rl

Cris, I'll be with you in your pocket tomorrow, hope you've got big pockets because there'll be a lot of us thinking positive thoughts and sending huge buckets of love, hugs and strength Cris xxx
Glittergirl

frogmorton

Well She's up and off by now on her way to the docs for her results.....

l is quaking in me boots :???:

anyone else????

Crossed eveything l got to cross and some things taht shouldn't be crossed :shock:

bertyboy

hi Cris i am with you today i hope its the good bits you need to hear , and swellings are easing , hugs and a lighter pounder to help xxx

barbara12

Cris my love.... you know I am with you today..sending you all the good vibes I have....
And loads of love
Barbara xxx

frogmorton

Cris is out of the Docs and has asked me to pass on the following....

the resuklts were 'indeterminate' which she thinks means not terrible, but need to be kept a close eye on.

The mid-line is however a 'go-er'!!!!

and the best news of all????

She is going on a sheep hunt Wish the remaining sheep is totally sheepy-depressed and she is locating a 'friend' for her today

Love

Toni xx

Poppyg1rl

Thanks for letting us know Toni, have been thinking positive vibes all morning good news re mid line and a friend for wish, 'indeterminate' at least means they'll keep a closer eye on you, and not leave you so long.
Hope you're ok today Cris, don't tire yourself out now, thinking of you and sending huge hug buckets your way xxx

barbara12

Oh Toni you are a love....Phew I was scared of getting on.....give her my love.......I am soooo happy for her....there is one lucky sheep out there....wish it was me....do you think if I get a woolly coat Cris will adopt me...
Barbara who is very very happy for our lovely friend......xxxxx

skezier

Thank you all for being i my pocket... I am relived to not be alone and you that coat has a lot of pockets.

Barbara I would adopt half the forum wool or not You all such good people.

I know sometimes we have been called sugary etc but you know what your support has been invaluable and I really am grateful to you all!

Indeterminate.... well.... they will (the doc and I assume) want to keep an eye on it... next time no sedative,.... not test! That I do mean!

The midline is in writing! The drip.... bit of a mistake there....

Monday the 30th is a bank hol.... so... have to condense 5 into 4 again so 7.5 hours a day.... oh hell... with a midline...

last time I had one I spent 4 hours a day turning my self inside out/... Sorry TMI....

Still.....

You are all cordially invited to a bit of Ewe choosing tonight.... he has 6 and they are off to market tomorrow with one soul purpose.....

I will have the one ....

I haven't got the money, time or space for the rest....

wont be easy.....

I have a huge amount of pm's to get back to you on please bare with as I have to turn the car into a van.......

You know its a nice car and I am doing this to it..... Tow bar and trailer ..... suddenly they are high on my wish list.....

As to her ladyship she is so sad.... and so am I so I kinda think another woolly face might help us both eh?

Oh the shed ingredients are delivered tomorrow and I have even bought a spirit level.....

My love and thanks to you all and a skip load of hugs and hopes to you all. Cris xxxx

bertyboy

oh Cris you have put a smile on my face so pleased you are getting a midline and its in writing , and a new sheepy friend as well , we were at my daughters yesterday on the edge of the river trent and across the river there were lots of wooly mums with baby woolys but unfortunatly i cant swim that well or i might have had a couple in my pocket for you xx

tkachev

How to choose 1 out of 6 ? Oh dear what a decision. Can't we adopt on on AC on your behalf? I have no idea how much they cost to keep though being a townie!

Best wishes with everything Cris,

Elizabeth

skezier

Hi Lynn,
Yep a spiry level... but only for the frame... After that Mr heath and Mr Robinson will be a calling.....

Just got 5 25 kl bags out the car and sat here thinking owwwwww.....

Its probably going to be one as he wants to see how much they make tomorrow.... I have agreed to pay the difference..... well.... its not so easy intercepting for market now a days.....

Next year.. maybe a lamb eh? ((((( )_)))) xx

Hi Berty,

They are everywhere just now eh>? I loved the ones that gate crash here and will send you a pic of them disappearing and trying to pretend they are not actually visible

He told me he has a Suffolk Mull.... at the mo that's the one I might like as she will be like my old Ilk but we have to see.....

Get your crooks cus a friend is all done up as Bo-Peep already...... She looks lovely

Hope your ok flower and I know I am all behind pm wise but the last week has really floored me. ((((( ))))) xx

Oh Elizabeth you did make me smile. They are making good money.... hundred or more..... for mutton....

The old days they gave them away as near as but the market is very buoyant for sheep...

But .....

I thinking I might push it to 2.... if I can't chose.... and be broke the rest of the month.. about Sundays sale.... ((((( ))))) and we could call the 2nd one AC xx

Oh Barbara on the way we could go paddling at either Porthtowan or Perranporth xx

Anyone for tea and tramadols?!

dachshund

Hi Cris.
i'm glad thats over for you today.try and rest all the waiting around makes you tired.
i hope you see one you like tonight you will be dreaming
sheep. take care
sue wants to know what you are calling her.
all the best to you. joan xx

minky67

Hi Cris, Been thinking of you all day, im so pleased youve got the midline in writing About time too..

New sheepies & sheep shed Take it easy doing the shed please.

Glad the results are back too & they are going to keep an eye on you.

I hope your feeling a bit better too.

luv & buckets of ((((hugs)))) debs