Panicking Nicely.......

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  • tillytop
    tillytop Member Posts: 3,460
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Thinking of you so much Cris.

    Deer on the way with essential supplies and CDM is in the owl box as usual.

    Love and ((()))s

    Tillyxxx
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Oh thank you all so much... bit cheesed off with life ad the universe and pain....

    Will come back later I promise but have to get to M the agr store before it closes as Wish forgot she was weaned and has damaged the teat but drunk quit a\ bit first.... Alba didn't want it but clearly wish did.....

    Promise I will be back later and leaving sheep infested ((((( ))))) and tea with some ropes to help tie Sticky down in this wind..... Love Cris xxx
  • stickywicket
    stickywicket Member Posts: 27,764
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Just so's you know I'm still thinking about you....and wishing stuff could be different.

    Thanks for the ropes. It makes it a bit tricky supping my tea but, hey, where there's a will....

    ((()))
    If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you.
    Steven Wright
  • lindalegs
    lindalegs Member Posts: 5,398
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Sending support Cris and can totally understand why you're cheesed off we all would be if we had to put up with what you do.

    Hugs and a cuppa (((((( c060.gif ))))

    Love,
    Love, Legs x
    'Make a life out of what you have, not what you're missing'
  • barbara12
    barbara12 Member Posts: 21,281
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Cris
    I am just calling in to leave some healing hugs, and whatever you decide we are all behind you.
    I think Alba is very kind to share....bless ..you take care ((((()))) xxx
    Love
    Barbara
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    ....some drought we are having... even Haz wouldn't stay out in this! Rain and more rain and thunder as well....

    Had a bad day yesterday... updated the blog for both me and Alba and sid its like walking through a marsh... it is you know, every foot step is hard and you have to think what your feet are doing.....

    Does anyone else find them selves having to think '[pick your feet up and step forward'? Its like its no longer an involuntary thing and every step is painful just now.

    The doctor did ring last night.... late as well.... Thats a good doc eh?

    Anyway they are changing the metoclopramide for cyclizine... had that before and it does work with other problems I was then having and I don;t remember any side effects but the gord may not like them...

    A 2 week trial to see if that would let me take the 20mg oxy's.....

    Thats a bit of good news eh?! The 20 does work but the sickness is atrocious.... had a dog called that once :wink: He was as well :lol:

    Have updated the blog and Alba's bt has a pic of how big she has got :D Its all at

    http://skezier.wordpress.com/2012/03/27/arthritis-alba-and-all/

    If your interested. had a bit of a moan though... bad day yesterday to say the least. Tis hard sometimes isn;t it?

    I do try and keep positive but the pain is not a good friend at all eh?!

    I took the pregabs and the oxy's together last night.... they said not to but the combination meant I slept better! Alba has lodged a formal complaint as she didn't get her first bottle till 8.30 :shock: :shock: and afer that I went back to bed and slept again... I am just so tired.....

    Still she ate most her creep food (cus I was late I think) and that will help get that rumen working and hard feeds will mean less bottles :D

    Two goals them :lol: be able to dope out t the 20 and get Alb's on hard feed :lol::lol:

    Sorry I didn't get back yesterday I was just so tired but the pregabs means I was awake enough to moan on the blog... though I did up date Alba's bit as well.....

    This knee is massive, locking up, tight and grinding.... roll on the x-ray and i wonder what it will show :lol::lol::lol: Good isn;t it when all we are doing is seeing how bad its got :lol:

    Mind it might b something a tkr will sort.... I wonder if I can get on the list cus it wont go through the rumo :D:D:D

    Never thought he would become this unmovable us he is a nice guy... he must stop talking about me in such a negative way thogu... going to have to talk to him ......

    Will practice my assertiveness on the horses owner.... mind Toni (Oh she ia a treasure and has got hold of a 2nd hand rollater fr me :D Cus its mind it can be used in the fields here and so will help!!!) has come up with an idea about the water ..... hope it will work as well.....

    have dragged in a tea bucket so one for all of you as well as a ((((( ))))) for them that want and them that don't. I am struggling a bit just now but there is some hope with the new pills eh?!

    You al stay warm, dry if you have this weather and cool if you got sun. Love and more thanks Cris xxx
  • elnafinn
    elnafinn Member Posts: 7,412
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Dear Cris

    I am sorry to hear that yesterday was an especially bad day for you. YES, I have to think about putting one foot in front of the other when walking outside. :roll: I tripped when out yesterday and nearly fell...... I was pushing my bike and hardly dare to think what could have happened as I was on a busy, narrow corner and I was very near the kerb. IF I had fallen it could have been into the road. :o :shock: That gave me another wake up call to not take my mind off my feet when walking .... but of course one does.

    I shall be in touch, my lovely, a reply is most overdue on my part. :oops: You are most certainly in my thoughts. We have had lots of rain today and although we need it around these parts, nothing is as easy when working out in the damp and rain and even very heavy rain like it was yesterday here. I have updated myself with your blog and Alba is so cute. You have done so well being her mum. :D

    Lots of love
    Elna x
    The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything.

    If you can lay down at night knowing in your heart that you made someone's day just a little bit better, you know you had a good day.
  • stickywicket
    stickywicket Member Posts: 27,764
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    I don't usually need to think but, unless it's eg a hospital floor which is totally level, I do have to watch where I'm putting my feet all the time. One unforeseen stone or cobble send me wobbling out of control.

    I do wish they could do something for your poor back. I know backs, unlike hips and knees, aren't easily sorted but things are so tough for you.

    I wish I could send something more useful than a few of these (((((())))) but I'm right out of ideas just now. And a smidgen or two of love.
    If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you.
    Steven Wright
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Elna,

    Replies are never late my friend s no worries. The last fall will have shaken you up a lot so just go easy for a bit longer yet but interesting about you also having to remember to pick up your feet. Wonder if its a neck thing?

    I really do have to think about it every step I take....

    Alba is a absolute treasure and i am so glad she came to me... I knew the first time I picked her up she and I had bonded, funny isn't it? She used to look like she could have been inside Wish when she stood next to her but really she has grown and still sweet with loads of scritch places on her neck and shoulder.

    Elna she has made me get up and keep going as the back is so bad just now all i really want to do is curl up and cry... hell it don;t half hurt but Alba has done me such a huge favour eh?

    Bre has got tamer as well with all the visits I now make to the shed.... mind she does also like stealing Alba's food and I get temped to shut the door on her ..... not a nice mummy :lol::lol::lol:

    Never will. You go steady my friend. Love and a ((((( ))))) xx

    Hi Sticky,

    A hug is worth a lot when your struggling I promise you. I fear slippery looking floors now and I more shuffle than walk.... I really have just got huge back pain for now and its not backing off either... maybe I can finsd a way of not trying to turn over in my sleep.. that's whats upsetting it as it ens up being laid on cus I can;t turn and that kicks it off... the neck, well thats just relentless but the lumber should be burning out and yet its worse than ever....

    Its those nerves that are unimportant eh?! I wish they would or could do something.

    Right your tea is with Slurps and Alba has you a sarnie and a blanket she wove her self from her sisters hair..... He has the costume on so has some ((((( ))))) and a bounce xx
  • roses1
    roses1 Member Posts: 1,850
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Sorry you having a bad old time :(
    hugs, tea and soothing thoughts coming your way :D
    hope things settle for you soon and you get some decent sleep.


    tea, hugs and soothing thoughts for anyone dropping in that needs them !

    Rose x
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Thanks Rose,

    Alba has put in a request that I don;t keep her waiting.. think Wish wrote it as its in copperplate and I am sure Alba couldn't have learnt to do that this quick.... :lol::lol:

    You get a good night and I only got one more feed to go....

    ((((( )))))'s coming back to you and a hope tomorrow will be a better day for you as well. Cris xx
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Talking of picking up your feet... just gone over the electric fence, got a foot caught and bang straight down on the knee.... might have done some good actually after the initial sick making leg useless pain wore off its not half as hurty......

    was that the cure... hey now it has reason to swell! :lol::lol::lol:
  • Folara
    Folara Member Posts: 568
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Cris, please forgive me for not being around too much lately.

    I know what you mean about the knee. They just won't do mine either but it's just so bad now. The last tests and scans shows there is no cartridge left and there is ligament damage and yet I'm still too young!

    The picking up your feet thing I think is the hips and knees not bending properly as you walk (or try to step over electric fencing). I have nearly done the same and just managed to stop myself going fully bum over boobs thanks to one of the horses lovely bum and tail. Just as well they are used to me stumbling about and dropping crutches and things lol

    The acupuncture on my knee did help a bit but it doesn't last long. Can you give it a go?

    Give all the animals a hug from me and a big hug to you too, along with a good ole cuppa to warm the cockles.

    Fols x
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Fol's

    No apology ever needed flower we all have times when we don't or can't post or pm.

    The lodgers were nowhere near the fence sadly otherwise a tail or bum might have been available... though as there are only the two 3 year olds and the two 2 year lds here just now I don't know what they would have done had I done that to them...... kinda thinking best not try :lol::lol:

    A good kicking might not be what i need just now... i think Flo would kick but Primmy possibly wouldn't... Blossom would think I was a predator and Ivy... well her brain cell is in the chicken unless Legs has it again..... :wink:

    Hope your okish and leaving you a refill from the bucket and a ((((( ))))) xx

    Hey watching Alba out in the paddock with her two sisters and she is not looking for me too badly..... eating a bit of grass as well but you know something her legs have grown over night... she really wasn't this leggy yesterday!

    I hurt from head to toe... must get that script made up and try the new tablets eh? Will have ti get fully dressed for that and just now... well it took me over 2 hours to get the socks and boots on so the rest I have kinda left but must do soon and get that script.... kinda important eh?!

    The back and neck... Not a good day.

    Got a bit of sun though :D You all have a reasonable day. Cris xxx
  • dachshund
    dachshund Member Posts: 9,182
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Cris.
    i'm so sorry you have such a lot of pain. you dont need it and you work so hard.
    take care try and rest as much as you can.
    ((((((((Cris)))))))).
    joan xx
    take care
    joan xx
  • Numptydumpty
    Numptydumpty Member Posts: 6,417
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Cris, I hope things improve for you soon. I'm thinking of you and wishing you well.
    Numpty
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Thanks Joan and Numpty I feeling very sorry for my self tonight and very jarred up... been a bad day and Alba (hopefully) will meet me half way on her next feed and not knock it back at warp 5 so she doesn't need another bottle tonight.... could do with lying down I think.

    leaving you both tea and a ((( ))) and a hope for the morning. Cris xx
  • traluvie
    traluvie Member Posts: 2,579
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Cris,

    Not been around much, so am trying to catch up with folk..

    Can see you got a lot going on, so wanted to send you some positive vibes and a gentle hug ((()))
    Take care luvie..xx
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  • tkachev
    tkachev Member Posts: 8,332
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00


    Hugs to you Cris ((((( ))))). I am sorry you hurt so much and wish I could wave a magic wand to make you better.

    Elizabeth xx
    Never be bullied into silence.
    Never allow yourself to be made a victim.
    Accept no ones definition of your life

    Define yourself........

    Harvey Fierstein
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Elizabeth,

    we had a magic wand on the forum... Iris got it but I broke it turning my ex into this small worm like frog thing :lol::lol:

    I am a bit less sore than yesterday and also a lot more careful negotiating the electric fence....

    Got the new tablets and will take them a couple of days before I try the 20mg's but with luck that will all help cus I am so sick of pain..... I know aren't we all?

    ((((( ))))) and tea my friend and thanks for the bigger font, the eyes are not so good again..... I hate the optic neuritis as well :roll: Cris xx

    oh some pics of this lot now as well,

    http://skezier.wordpress.com/2012/04/19/182/

    not all of them by a long shot and will email you the others I promise..... I am some bad at 'drekly' but I promise today for sure! xx
  • tillytop
    tillytop Member Posts: 3,460
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Just dropping into your thread Cris to say thankyou so much for posting on mine when you are struggling so much. You and Your "menagerie" have been doing a wonderful job keeping me company in my black pit and I am very grateful! Deer et all now on the way back to you with the everlasting tea flask, extra large CDM (securely padlocked out of reach of the deer) and lots of ((()))s.

    Love Tillyxxx
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Tilly,

    he is a heller for stealing CDM isn't he? I fancy that's Wish's teaching :wink:

    I must go do evening duties but before I go I promise me and these are always there for you no matter how rough I feel flower. You hang in there and the Deer will return later... he is gong to help me get Alba crated again as she has been out and about all day and Wish has a placard saying 'Cage the Lamb' now..... she gets used as a stand by toy and climbing frame :lol:

    More hugs and hopes my friend Cris xx
  • suzygirl
    suzygirl Member Posts: 2,005
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    (((Cris))), sorry to have been absent, but Izzy is moulting and its a full time job brushing her!!!! :lol: She loves it!!!

    I hope the new tabs do the job and give you some relief, thinking of you.
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Suzy,

    Nice to see you back again flower.

    Oh the moulting cat thing... endless just now isn't it? I not that good just now and got one of those grooming gloves so have been able to use that and not much else. it does work though.

    A ((((( ))))) and a cuppa for you and a sachet for Izzy. Cris xx
  • stickywicket
    stickywicket Member Posts: 27,764
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Oh I love Primrose's feet. Aren't they magnificent! As for that chairful - well, you couldn't possibly arrange them like that if you tried :lol: And my friend, the mudlark - what can I say? He's a one-off. I love him.

    Leaving you a big mug of tea, several packets of biscuits (so's you at least get one or two) and few more of these (((()))) Take care, my friend.
    If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you.
    Steven Wright

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