Cris Skezier

dreamdaisy

Morning skezier, I hope things are improved from yesterday. I had a night on the music, went thro Thievery Corporation, Nina Simone, Julie London, Future SOunds of London, Deadmau, Eric Clapton, and the absolute highlight - Paul Anka's version of Wonderwall, with a big band! That is one fab album - he does Eye of the Tiger, Everybody Hurts, It's a Sin, it is hugely entertaining, and very, very good. I can't do the youtube stuff you are so good at - indeed I doubt it's there but try to find Mr Anka doing Wonderwall. It is fab. DD

tkachev

This is a fast moving thread so hope I am up to date.
Cris you are not a fuss. That's a throwback to your childhood hun but so undeserving.The staff are short with you cos people are bullies, they love to bully cos it makes them feel better. If you went in cursing and swearing, swigging a bottle of brandy, told them to get a move on they would probably tip toe round you.
You carry on being the lovely person you are but you can snapo if they push you too far.

Elizabeth

angel1

How are you today my little Cornish Piskie? Do what I always tell you, and wallow in the beauty around you. Do one of your sky rants if you feel up to it. Let the employers and the lodgers show their love for you.

To be forced to confront your deepest fears, at a time when you are struggling physically, is beyond cruel. It is not surprising that you are suffering so badly. Take time out to lick your wounds little love. Then find your amazing courage once more, and the strength to fight back will return, I promise.

Much love.......Ange.x.

valval

cris how it going sorry to read it not going great please rest as much as you can here if needed val

dachshund

Hi Cris.
how are you are you feeling any better.
have you still got the rain. it has been raining all
morning here.
take care i will be thinking about you.
joan xx

valval

it been raining cats and dogs here all day hope you have it better ((())) val

ironic

Hi Cris,
Please don’t let starchy knickers get to you flower. It’s her that’s a got the problem not you!! I know you are frightened Cris and sometimes a good cry is the best medicine. You are fantastic person and we are all here for you, always.

Hang on in there as I have a feeling October will be a good month for you. Pain clinic and Rhummy appointment etc could surprise you. You have come a long way this year and I’m glad to say that you are starting to get more out of the medical system. The “New doctor” and the lateral thinking of the pain clinic are both a step forward.

Pity you can’t have a drive in farm shop. Maybe a postal egg service? Scrambled eggs delivered to your door.

salamander

hi Cris, sorry you are feeling so fragile right now. Feel much the same way myself so I understand. It's really hard sometimes to live with this illness and you do deserve help, as much as you need.

Thanks for the offer of cats. My rheumy is rather a lovely man but multiple cats in his office will make him pay more attention I think. My cat more than ready to hop on a train and come up to support your team. She's a Mancunian so down to earth and street wise and doesn't suffer fools gladly. Quite useful where I live!
xx

chris7

Hi Cris

Just calling in to add to the sincere wishes here and to remind you what a good pal you have been to so many of us. Am just relieved you didn't even try to tackle the sale today indoors or not I fear it would have been a wash out if you had the weather we had!
Cris I hope you are finding some rest and peace at the moment and that you will find some fight again soon. Like others have said here, you are a very courageous and strong lass to cope with the way of life you so love and which we love to hear about. We so wish we could magic your arther away so you could enjoy it without the payback. I do so wish you could consider a break away from the responsibilities for a little while to recharge.
I am sending, courage, rest and buckets of hugs and hope. (((( ))))
love
Chris

Wonkylegs

HI Cris

just popped in to send you a bucket full of hugs and a monster supply of slurps :shock: from Miss L Legs, who says she can come down and help if needed any time ..... just shout 'eggs' and she'll be there (but the eggs won't be for very long )

take care of yourself and do whatever you can to rest and relax.

hugs
WOnky

speedalong

Hi Cris, just been catching up a bit on your thread - sounds like you are having it tough again with the neck and back. Hope the botox etc at the pain clinic makes a difference.

The weather is foul here at the moment, if it is the same where you are, it can't be making the chores any easier.

Hope things start to improve for you soon.

SPeedy

dreamdaisy

Morning skezier, I hope you had some decent rest last night and are feeling a little brighter about it all. You are undoubtedly having a very rough ride at the mo so let us prop and support and try to cheer, we are quite good at that sort of thing - we do get lots of practise! You are very good at helping others, let us have a bash at helping you. Thinking of you. DD

valval

morning chris have ordered sun for where you are do hope they get it right nice dry warm weather so you can catch some rays and feel the benifit thinking of you leaving buckets of hugs and energy just incase sun does not get there on time val

penfactor

Morning Cris
just popping my head round the door to see how you are. I just want to wish you a much better day today & sending my love & hugs
love Pennie XX

julie47

Morning skeizer

just been reading back I don't think I left you a message yesterday :oops:

Sorry that your neck and back are so badly and I hope today they are much better. Yesterday it rained all day here in yorkshire I was watching the rain run down the garden path and off the roof of the garage was like my own private waterfall. Was gonna get OH to build us an arc too (ok we have no animals I mean a paddle boat).
The rain did spoil it for us as OH and daughter were doing a sponsored bike ride and it has been moved to next sunday now.

Hope all your animals are behaving. Have you still got the help you had or has he gone now.
Have a goodish day today,
thinking of you
JuliePF x

skezier

Hi Iris, DD, Elizabeth, Ange, Val, Joan, I, Sally, Jan, Wonky, Miss L. Legs, Lynn, Speedy, Pennie and Julie,

Thank you all for caring... that's what we do here isn't Care? I hate to think how I would go through the junk in the fear bucket without you. I used to and hell did I run scared :shock:

I am a lot less in pain... ... settled but very swollen and the co-ordination has gone again, and I am using the wrong words and also saying them :roll: The neck has gone solid information all down it and into the shoulder. Some of it has gone up around the outside of the skull ans I think maybe its a good thing she see's me next week

I got Chris's rest bucket (oh Chris could I have another please ) and didn't set the alarm and Slipper- bot didn't wake me till 11 :shock: Mind Jan had you text at 3 I would have answered but when asleep you could put a 35 piece marching band through the room and it wouldn't wake me... a dog bark would

I messed up big time on the pregabalin and its making an after effect just now..... I took 300 couple of nights ago and then couldn't remember if I had taken them....Worked on the theory it all hurt so much I hadn't but at he same time was sensible enough to only take 1 more... so that's 400 basically in one hit..... A 3 hour head rush! Why anyone pays to have hallucinations and pictures flying though your head like that I will never know :shock: Anyway I was home late last night, tool the 300 and there still a bit too much I think left in me cus had a gentler head rush but you can't sleep through it..... I think its when I find it interesting I should worry Just for now I am dropping back to 400 a day instead g 600 but I can't drop them lower or not take them cus they actually do so much to keep the pain bearable...... Well that's why I turned the alarm off... but 11 :shock: :shock:

I still have trouble believing I deserve all this support... I did pop in for a min yesterday afternoon but your care made me emotional. Care to this level can't go over my head...... Thank you all so much! ((((( ))))) and a cuppa or coffee depending on which you would like. xxxx

Hey Jan fancy dress is good ..... don't know what your going as but I shall be a bleached haired vampire xxx

Hi Sally,

Just wanted to say when the walls come crashing in please remember the forum is here and will get you through it. Your not alone. ok? ((((( ))))) and a sheep is now coming as well..... your guy better help you xx

Oh Ange you got that right... all said while putting in and needle and fixing up the drip...... I am so grateful to you and Thank You so much.... I know you didn't deserve that flower and I am sorry I so lost it. ((((())))) Cornish Pyskie xxx

Oh Monster slurps.... just what I needed Wonky a ((((( ))))) to you and a huge cuddle to miss l legs and her auto ego little legs cus its helped so much.... and still will Visualization Wonky the key to getting through this. Another ((((( ))))) xxx

Hi Elizabeth,

You hit the nail right on the head... n self worth is one of my scars. They did a good Job eh? Still how ever horrible they were my Nan was lovely.... I kinda got more of her influences than theirs

Hope Lucy and the lads are all ok? ((((( ))))) and thanks for being so understanding. xx

I am so grateful to you all and I honestly feel much better today... can even visualize better and have got the sister hanging on a frayed rope over pit of Crocks...... I d have a knife xxx

nearlybionic

Hi Cris
Just looking in to see how you are doing? Glad the pain letting up a bit, but not so good in the hallucinations front!! :shock: I hope you got a decent nights sleep and the swelling is not too bad. Roll on pain clinic eh?
I am playing nurse to my son who is off school today ill. He looked awful last night and this morning but has perked up a bit now. Secretly I am enjoying the company!! :oops: Don`t tell him that though or he`ll want another day off!!
We have lovely sun here, I hope you do too.
Take care (((((hugs)))))
NB

dachshund

Hello Cris.
i hope you are feeling a bit better.
all the medicine you take you think you would be pain free would'nt you.
this is all sent to try us to see how we cope and Cris you cope very well.
take care and dont work to hard.
joan xx

dreamdaisy

When people are down one of the first to pitch in and help is you. Care is a two-way street here, skezier,and don't you forget it. My mouse is shot, am having to use the touchpad and I LOATHE it. I will be in touch. DD

skezier

Hi Nearly,

Oh bless him. Like the silver lining though... its a lovely age isn't it? Does he enjoy school? Kids seem to now a days don't they? I hated it start to finish but them in my time we were taught by dragons!

Hope you have heard back? I am nicking your invisibility cloak again for a bit cus then they might see you! (((( )))) coming your way and a bucket of hopes as well. Cris xx

Hi Joan,

There is less pain and I am functioning a lot better except the word thing and the go for the door stop at the window ((( )))'s to you and Sue. xx

Hi DD,

I try but now a days I cant read every post so tend to miss so many I should have answered...... That's a fact as well..... I have never earned this kind f help but am so grateful to it though... Hitting track 12 with vengeance ((( ))) and hows that bucket doing? Still feeling guilty about that one .....xx

frogmorton

You Haven't earned it???

HAVEN'T earned it???

Cris you are SUCH a help and such a support to most of us on these forums :shock: Even when you are at your worst :roll:

What ARE you like???

You owe us NOTHING - we still owe YOU :shock:

Love

Toni xx

nearlybionic

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You owe us NOTHING - we still owe YOU :shock:

I very much agree Toni, are you listening Cris?!!
From day one for me on this forum you have always had a wise and kind word. And I have noticed you always answering others too.
Its our turn to repay the kindness xxxx
NB

skezier

Hi Toni and Nearly

(((((((((((((((((((((( ))))))))))))))))))))))) xx

dreamdaisy

Turn to the music, that is the best comfort for you. YOU BLAST IT, GIRL!




Somewhat like this perhaps! DD

skezier

Hi DD,

More like

and Track 12.... my most of cure all. xx