Cris (Skezier)

ironic

Oh Cris, These appointments are coming thick and fast at you, no wonder you are getting worked up. :sad:
Fingers crossed for the gastro one, I have everything crossed that they can do something this time for the Crohn’s and you do get the funding.
Oh lordy, having to go all that time without meds is scary, I do hope that there will be an alternative for you in the meantime. But as you say you really need some help with the Gord.

Bre is just as I had imagined her maybe she just needs a pinney and a couple of rollers in to complete the over the fence gossip look...
She is a sweety though and give her a couple of custard creams from me.

Hugs as always,
Lv, I x

elnafinn

Hugs to you, dear Cris.

Love
Elna x

tillytop

Thinking of you Cris

Tea, ((())) and CDM in the usual (hopefully deerproof) place!

Love and a deer nudge.

Tilly xxx

hileena111

Hi Cris,
How did you sleep last night? I've said it before but I'll say it again.....it must be so hard to go off those tablets and I'm proud of you.
Hey...just thought...where are my photos??????

Love
Hileena

skezier

Hi Sticky, Tracey and Maddie, Berty, Toni and Daisy cat, I, Elna, Tilly and Hileena,

I was kinda thinking today what would I do without you all?! I don't deserve all the help and support you give and never put back to the forum as much as you give me but I am so grateful to you.

I was also thinking when I see the gastro on the 15th I am gong to beg he at least does the hernia repair..... I would like him to take out the bottom of the oesophagus and the top of the stomach and fix me proper but thats into the realms of dream on I suspect.....

be good though to get rid the alien before it really gets me.....

I cheated... after drinking whole bottle of gaviscon in 24 hours and still curled up crying and not getting any sleep I took the nexuim.....

They want it inflamed, well it is already inflamed and only the nexuim is stopping it so I kinda think if I stop taking them Monday.......

Its not fair I have so much bone pain I don;t want extra just so they can see it inflamed!

I wonder if they would do the shortening.... Keep your fingers crossed eh?! Tis really what I should like them to do.

Oh and idiot here...

Got a very poorly cat, in fact I think we will be seeing the vets again in the morning and its probably the end for her......

She used to be feral and well they don;t like being tableted. I don';t take prisoners and am actually half decent at tabletting difficult cats but got it wrong....

2 holes through the finger nail and 2 corresponding holes at the under side of the finger and yep her teeth have met!

Infected of course..... mind the pa is after the hands and it doesn't have a huge more ab=mount of swelling than 'normal'

Got some tablets from mi... not the ones I need so as its now worse than it was last night... shall go there after the vets and try and get the right tablets...

All cat bites need argumentin that simple!

It don't half hurt....

Sticky your pipe line will be invaluable cus I really do have to stop the tablets... I have dropped to one a day and its kicking slightly but now going to just eat yogurts..... thats abut all it tolerates and if I do it fora few days before giving up the tablets it might be ok.......

Haz is in his bare suit.... xx

Tracey Maddie and Miss L Legs to look after me then.... can't go wrong can it I did see they were huddled in the corner and some talk of injection .... and the gloves.... still haven't found out what they are for....

Miss L Legs also has a camera and some string :shock: :shock: Hu ga and thanks again cus I do appreciate it all so much xx

Berty Thanks for the magic potion... much appreciated and will drink it now and hope its going to help. Hugs to you and hopes for Ned. xx

Val I don't feel very strong... I hate the endo's more than anything else and they are doing them regularly cus of the Barret's and inflammation.... wish they would just cut it out.. I up for that

Hope you got a decent response for different or add in tablets? Hugs and a cuppa xx

Toni I slept better thanks flower..... the potion must have worked so please ... make more

You should see the shed all battened down and they are warm and dry i it Hugs and a sachet for daisy xx

I She is a Shaun one eh?! And she is well able to come up with a blackboard and a bit of chalk Between you and me I think she has the rollers and pinny in her pocket

You know what was nice this morning.... she baaaaa'd at me! She has been silent all this time except once at the old house.... It was so good She is becoming so much better and has almost stopped stamping them feet.... Hey Gotley Stamoy feet would not be impressed

I saw best boy again... he is so lost without his friends ..... how about a bit of bullock rustling.... Laid on his side we could just about get him in the car

Hope your doing ok flower and the mtx is being kinder to you?

Your right thy have to hep the crohn's and the gord... I used to think acid reflux hurt... but this ... oh its not am easy one to ignore....

Leaving you a sid, a drake and a cuppa Hugs and hopes flower xx

Elna Flower you hang in there. leaving you a ((((( ))))) and a hope bucket as well as your very own hug bucket set to hug you every hour like it or not xx

Tilly It was still there... I know they are working on it though.....

Leaving a hope your ok and cuppa as well as a top up hug bucket and the cdm in the raised again usual place xxx

Hileena you are so right and sleep is so important and well... I do have to stop the tablets but have already 'proved' there is inflammation so they can have 10 days not 14 without them...... cuppa and a hug xx

hileena111

Hi Cris
Just answered your pm so nothing much to say except {forgot to ask when I sent it} Wheres my pics?????
((((()))))Hileena

frogmorton

Hi Cris

a hug bucket for Elna??? Good idea Daisycat is going to paint her name on the side for her.

Cheat away Cris and take what you have to. You have to survive till the appointment after all :roll:

and ask for the hernia repair...why not???? One less problem to worry about :???:

Hope the shed has survived it's first test with flying colours and that all is well with the finger too :roll:

Love

Toni xx

speedalong

Hi Cris, sorry to hear about the inflamed oesophagus (sp?) S has suffered with that and it was agony and drove him wild. How terrible to have that on top of the deadly bone pain and a cat bite. I hate bites, only had human ones though (hazard of the job), really painful.

Are all the sheep shorn? How are the foals?

Think of you often,

Speedy

suzygirl

(((Cris))) that bite sounds ouch!! :eek: I hope the tablets sort it. As for 'cheating' with the oesaphagus, I think we would all do the same. I hope the gastro sees your point of view and has some useful treatment options. You can't carry on suffering like that.

I wish I could do more to help you, but I can only offer cyber help unfortunately. As for not doing your bit on the forum, that is RUBBISH. Don't you dare think that. We all want to support and keep each other going. You have had such a rough time of it all. (((hugs))) x x x

Now, I have sent the sheep some food, the cats some tuna, and for you some nice icecream to soothe your throat.

Lots of love x

roses1

My dear Cris! how you suffer! Hope you are feeling a little better?

Good news about Bre! i told you she would come good

That sheep shed is made of strong stuff! just like YOU!!!

Rest up and prop your self up to help the oesaphagus ((((hugs))))

Hope it all goes well with the appointments shall we just camp in your pocket?


Rose x

hileena111

Hi Cris,
Enjoy your trip to Mays and make sure to get everything boarded up ready for these winds.
Love ((((())))))) Hileena

chris7

Hi Cris

Sorry to have been out of the loop for so so long. :roll: Only just back from my sis's yesterday and have finally got my bed to myself again!

Good to see the girls home, but sorry things have been on the notch below scale for you for a while again!! I haven't forgotten you.
Just leaving some cope and and strength to add to the others here with some buckets of healing and hugs (((( ))))
take care
love
Chris xx

frogmorton

Hell-o Chris7!!!!!!!!!!!!

good to see you

Did you know you were the 365th post on Cris' thread?

Love

toni xx

elnafinn

Thinking of you, Cris, you look after yourself and I hope all goes ok for you next week.

Aw Cris, thank you for my very own hugs bucket, please share them with me and anyone else who is desperate for a hug.

Love
Elna x

stickywicket

skezier wrote:

I don't deserve all the help and support you give and never put back to the forum as much as you give me

???? Don't think you'll get any seconders for that one skezier.

I don't recommend the oesophagitis thing and I've seen my sister (a former animal nurse) when she's come home with cat bites right through her finger. With you, both these horrors just have to stand in line with all the other rubbish.

The pipeline is strong, my friend, and so will you be. Sending a tanker of gaviscon and all the strength you can absorb.

Wonkylegs

Hi all

a quick post from me cos the wind and nasty weather has stolen Cris's dongle (as usual :roll: :roll: ) so she couldn't get on here.

Mind she's not so good today, what with GORD the monster, unscheduled armchairing of the seriously heavy duty variety, the usual arthur inconveniences which have gone for the neck and arms, and last but not least the cat bite, which last I heard was now sporting an iodine dressing courtesy of a second visit to Minor injuries.

there was some talk of my needing to find out if the roof dwellers were still safe ..... but as the shed is still there I'm hoping you've managed to find a crack in the roof and climbed in with Breagh and Wish who are, apparently, as snug as bugs in a rug

I know Cris will be back on here when she can, but this weather might mean it's later rather than sooner.

hugs from us both
WOnky xx

stickywicket

Hi Wonky,

Thanks for this - especially as you're not in the best shape yourself (if you'll pardon the expression).

Skezier - the pipeline is holding firm in the gales and, dongle or no dongle, it'll be dangling the length & breadth of the country to try and help you out.

If, when you get to the shed, you find an extra sheep, it's me in disguise. Two nice woolly blankets - what more could a girl ask?

Here's a few more to keep you going. (((( ))))

barbara12

Oh Cris
My post keep disappearing...what I said was, Im so sorry you are going through all this shift..it just isn't fair...and dont say you dont deserve our post...of course you flipping well do..I hope that you get some relief very soon...and I am always here for you...give that lovely family of yours a big hug from me....and heres some for you..(((((())))
Oh and thankyou Wonky for being a special PA

skezier

Hi Hileena, Toni, Speedy, Suzy, Rose, Chris, Elna, Sticky,Wonky and Barbara,

Oh horrible day... Done a bit of damage I think to things not known for their kindness.....ie the neck, shoulders and lumber....

First I did the unscheduled armchairing..... well at least the gord is kinder sat up! Then woke about 2.30 paralyzed... Done it w few times now so least I don;t panic and got it sorted... you have to make your left arm move and push your head as hard as you can to the right..... not nice and really then hurts badly....

Like a fool instead of getting up and going to bed.... I went back to sleep in the armchair.

Woke at 4 again paralyzed and had a hell of a time getting the arm to move to move the head.. ..

That's set off the neck to limited movement and very iffy as well as shooting pains every which way.

The I seem to have become a carer..... I keep saying I can't but it falls on deaf ears and I am too pathetic to say get on with it....

Took them shopping... they are unsteady and its hard to be pulled as they grab you cus it gets me off center and really hurts sop we took her chair.....

Half way round a wheel locked... oh that became so hard to push and did she care ... did she hell.....

That's set off the lumber only its swollen and totally numb.. I mean there is no feeling for 6or so inches of my back.... It only does that when its brewing a major dummy spit.....

Can't wait but it will have to compete with the gord cus that hurt more than anything i have ever experienced....

Moan moan moan..... I think a sneaky stomach pill might have to accidentally go down again

Hileena sorry I am behind with pm's pictures and everything at the mo but will promise to improve and get them out... I do promise. xx

Toni The occasional sneaky tablet might just slip here an there Done 3 days with none and also done 2 bottles of gaviscon and well the pain is lurking tonight and the min it makes me seat I will take the tablet and to hell with them. They want inflammation... I don't I have got to live with it and they haven't!

Did you see that was feet apart hands on hips about to stamp xx

Speedy So Good to see you and hope you and S are ok? How's it going and is that hip ok now?

Only the one foal this year and he is still not back but must send you some pics of Primmy and Blossom cus they have really grown... and being pains... and Primmy still wants to be in my pocket Oh and steal the sheeps bedding......

Really good to see you flower ((((( ))))) and a bit of saffron for you and S xx

Suzy Glad Izzy likes her door... do you need the key though

The cat bites actually on of the easiest I have ever had.... she had very small teeth and was well looked after so it is responding ok at the mo. I got an iodine dressing chucked on it as well as the antibiotics and changed it today and its half as swollen and half as red looking... hard to tell with all thwe pa in there mind

Ta muchly for the jobs and the food, both really needed as I can't really cook anymore... the hands are getting hard to use and well I get bored of the easy food thing.

The ice cream the alien is good with so many, many thanks xx and a sachet for Izzy.

That reminds me I haven't seen harry and Penny... hope you're not ok and there is a car clan Harry so .... xx

Going to split this one up.. wont be long

skezier

Rose None of this gets on.. the neck likes lying on the back, the lumber does, it likes lying on a side and the gord.. well its just an all access pass to it laid either way yet neither the neck or the lumber like being propped up......

I don; know at least the shed is still there... and...

Rose the lodgers were looking through the window this morning... being friendly if a little unsure what these woolly things are when suddenly Bre leap up on her window... well Primmy may be heavy but she could have won the derby the others also being placed xx

Chris so good to see you flowr it really is! Glad you got your own bed again and hope thats helped? Did you have a good time though? I so hope so.

Your often thought about to flower. Leaving a ((((( ))))) and a hope things are a bit easier at work now? xxx

Elna Ah but hug buckets only work for the person they been given to so they are all yours and I kinda think just now you need and indubitable deserve them

Leaving a top up hug and a hope flower. xx

Sticky oh the tanker of gaviscon... drunk that could I have some more please Its an evil yet hungry alien..... its very favorite is the peppermint variety o kaolin and morphine if all else fails to shut it up...... I so hope the gastro can explain it cus this is make you sweat verge on pass out pain and its doing it every time I eat or drink and to hell with it.....

See i not so strong really :roll:

Will plead for the least a hernia repair but think the palliative care thing might be across the bored.... I don';t know.....will have to see yet palliative care means pain control and to do that they have to get this alien sorted..... more hands on hips stamping eh?! I do feel like lying on my back, screaming and flailing the arms and legs about cus of the lack of care thing.......

Besides it would be fun

The sheep said you had better come in with them cus of this rain again... Haz in the bear costume is also lurking somewhere..... knowing him near the tin store cus he can do the ring pulls easily xx

Wonky Thanks for the pa'ing... its kinda working today though disconnecting as and when it please but so far have got it to work again.....

Leaving you a (((((((((((( )))))))))))) and the usual tanker ands slurps, slobbers and pocket riffles xxx

Barbara Bless you they loved their hug. I made the girls this big deep bed and its so soft I actually thought about lying in it and gong to sleep.... leveled it all out ( I love straw bed making and do a half decent one as well) and what do they do...... thy are eating it! Well you see hay ain't much cope this year.......

Expensive as hell but not so tasty they tell me....

Hope your doing ok flower and leaving tea and a ((((( )))) xx

stickywicket

skezier wrote:

Sticky oh the tanker of gaviscon... drunk that could I have some more please Its an evil yet hungry alien..... its very favorite is the peppermint variety o kaolin and morphine if all else fails to shut it up...... I so hope the gastro can explain it cus this is make you sweat verge on pass out pain and its doing it every time I eat or drink and to hell with it.....

See i not so strong really :roll:

It isn't the 'verging on passing out' that makes you weak, skezier, it's the getting back up and carrying on regardless that makes you strong.

Do you have a railway station nearby? Cos, if not, I don't know where to send this freight train full of tankers of Gaviscon - apart from the last tanker and that's just full of bear hugs but don't tell anyone as I've a reputation to preserve here.

dachshund

Hi Cris.
i'm sorry for all the pain you have you are a lovely lady you dont need all that pain i'm sure you have not been that bad in life.
((((((((cris))))))))
joan xx

madwestie

Cris, Stamp you feet to your hearts content and then tell them you will stamp on them until they do something.
Palliative care is mean't to manage your pain and they are obviously not doing that.
you do need to let them know exact how bad it is and don't hold anything back including the needing to sleep in the chair because of the Gord and then waking up paralized they need to understand exact how it effects you.

i have a lovely picture now of Primmy running away fast ans Bre laughing at the window...

I did notice Maddie and Miss L Legs dusting off their HGV licenses. I think they are off to ferry the tranker loads of Gavison from Sticky train to your door Although they said that Haz can sort out the bear hugs (he is more used to them)

Love and Hugs to you Honey Tracey

skezier

Sticky They ca put that on my stone.... carried on regardless or stamp feet wont have it

Best send it to St A and then Little legs and Maddie are going to pull it here I got this mental picture of them doing just that now

Haz has hi best bear costume.... not sure if the manic eyes are his or the suits...... xx

Joan Flower I am sorry you have to keep saying it to me... I kinda in a rut with this body and think I shall start looking for another one

Hope that foot is a lot better now and coming on well? Tea and a cappuccino for you and Sue. xx

Tracey Maddie and Miss L Legs will get the created here ... but soon please The alien is making my chest feel like its on fire again.... why does it happen at night :roll:

I still have;t found out what the glove's are for but hope its a bit of diy surgery.....

The palative care and pain relief became a joke a while ago flower.... I am so over die the jabs that its doing the paralyzation again and I just wonder how bad does it have to get before they help...... xx

Had a bad day... woke up sobbing already, thats never good one is it?! I hope that tonight I wont be posting at 3 again..... to sleep perchance to dream.........

bertyboy

Morning Cris just poping in with many hopes and wishes that the hours and days pass quickly till your appointment , i will send you a bed that will take all the preasure off your body shaped like a chair feels like a bed and takes no ifs and butts you will sleep and feel refreshed , just got to design it ,love and many gentle hugs x