Cris (Skezier)

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  • julie47
    julie47 Member Posts: 6,041
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Morning cris
    I am sorry I haven't popped into your thread for a few days. But I still do think about you even if I don't post.
    I think it is tomorrow isn't it that you go for your gastro appointment. I will remember to jump in your pocket and bring a sack full of hope.
    I am always sorry at all the stuff you have to contend with and think you are such a brave lady I just wish the medical staff would/could help you.

    Just want to send more hugs ((((((((((()))))))))) and good wishes.

    Take care
    Love Juliepf x

    PS will do the sitting on shed roof duty if you need me :grin:
  • stickywicket
    stickywicket Member Posts: 27,764
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    'Carry on regardless'? So, come clean, please, skezier. Are you really Sid James, Hattie Jacques, Bernard Bresslaw, Joan Sims, Fenella Fielding? I think we should know.

    Glad the workforce can handle the freight. I'd love to see it though.

    I think Haz's eyes are manic 'cos he's just seen it arriving. Hope it helps.

    Julie - hop up here on the roof (If you'll pardon the expression - and I know you will 'cos otherwise I wouldn't have used it). The refreshments are a bit....er....different but the view's good.
    If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you.
    Steven Wright
  • elnafinn
    elnafinn Member Posts: 7,412
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Aw dear Cris

    I am so sorry that things are not going at all well for you but still you keep us all buoyant. You and me both, regarding finding a new body - been looking for ages but no luck as yet. You must have so much sheer willpower to continue doing all you do, Cris. Sending over a bucket of willpower and strength topped with hugs in exchange for the bucket of hugs you have sent me.

    Love
    Elna x
    The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything.

    If you can lay down at night knowing in your heart that you made someone's day just a little bit better, you know you had a good day.
  • ironic
    ironic Member Posts: 2,361
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Morning Cris,

    I just wanted to wish you well with today’s Gastro appointment.
    Thinking of you, and I have everything crossed that the appointment goes well and you get some encouraging answers this time.

    Positive vibes coming with you.
    Hugs as always,
    Lv, I x
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Berty, Julie, Sticky, Elna and I,

    Hope you all have a reasonable day and yep Julie and I your right its the gastro today... though which bit he is seeing me about i have no idea just now....

    Could be the crohn's follow up or the other thing but its going to have to become the other thing..... :lol:

    I only have 4 things to ask....

    Is the capsule likely to be in my life time :roll:

    Will he be willing to operate on the hernia and the oesophagus,

    Why can't i take the nexuim and is he aware of how much it hurts not to?

    And lastly

    If any of those are no why not! :lol:

    You all take care and I thanks for the vibes... I kinda sick of all this now and needed them :lol:

    Oh Sid is for dinner on Sunday if thats ok, he got the back of my knee last night...... thats getting really silly........

    An assortment of baaas, woofs etc and will let you know how many no's I get. xxx
  • suzygirl
    suzygirl Member Posts: 2,005
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Cris sending you big hugs for your appt. Izzy is in your pocket for cuddle and comfort. She is full at the moment as she ate half of my boiled egg this morning!!! :lol:

    (((hugs))))
  • julie47
    julie47 Member Posts: 6,041
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Good luck cris......hope your appointment goes well.I have everything crossed :smile:

    STICKY.... :lol: .I have a spring attached to the leg, works like a pogo now :lol: get ready to catch me :lol: got a bag of goodies too :grin:
    oh and the sun cream, its quite warm today :grin:

    take care everyone
    love Juliepf x
  • barbara12
    barbara12 Member Posts: 21,281
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi my love
    just sending more buckets of whatever you need and some good vibes on top...I do hope you get the answers you want..or at least some..
    Take care xx
    Love
    Barbara
  • dachshund
    dachshund Member Posts: 9,155
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Cris.
    i hope you get the right answers today and also somthing to help the pain.
    good luck
    ((((((((cris)))))))) joan xx
    take care
    joan xx
  • bertyboy
    bertyboy Member Posts: 1,860
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    hi Cris hope you got some thing usefull out of the appointment and are now resting hugs a bundle xx
    I know i am a lady ,all life is a journey xx MAY xx
  • chris7
    chris7 Bots Posts: 2,696
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Cris

    Hope it went well today and that you didn't get the no's you feared. Things have been so rough for you lately I do hope you feel you can get some very real support there for a change. We are all wishing so hard for that.
    Try and rest up this evening, critters permitting!
    sending some healer, cope and strength ((( )))
    love
    Chris xx
  • elnafinn
    elnafinn Member Posts: 7,412
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Dear Cris

    I so hope it was a positive appointment for you.

    Thinking of you,

    Love
    Elna x
    The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything.

    If you can lay down at night knowing in your heart that you made someone's day just a little bit better, you know you had a good day.
  • valval
    valval Member Posts: 14,911
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    hi cris just popped in to see how it went hope you resting and things ok for you val
    val
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Suzy, Julie, Lynn, Barbara, Joan, Berty, Chris, Elna and Val,

    Why do we bother....... :lol: Get 3 no's and then decided to unpick why no....

    He doesn't do hernia's, someone else does but he said he didn't recommend it. I said why (thinking funding again!) and he said cus if it goes wrong you die.... i said the truth and thats there are worse things in life than death.

    Not sure how thats been left :lol:

    The tablets I can't take... he said he felt like a torturer and I agreed he is (I do kinda know this one quite well) and everything waits for the endro next week.

    He might operate on the barretts and the stomach so there wasn't a complete set of no's... one I reminded him of the barretts......

    He did say he wont tell me how to raise sheep if I don't tell him how to help me :lol::lol:

    I muttered something along the lines of it not feeling like there ever is any treatment...... he said thee would be after the endo.....

    You know i am so pleased the pigs are making regular fights from Newquey :lol: Hell I am becoming a cynic :lol:

    Thanks for coming with and sorry i wasn't the best of company. ((((( ))))) for you all and tea cus thats a good universal fixer. Love Cris xxx
  • dachshund
    dachshund Member Posts: 9,155
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Cris.
    why dont cant people help you more do they realise how much pain you are in.
    ((((((((cris))))))))
    joan xx
    take care
    joan xx
  • dreamdaisy
    dreamdaisy Member Posts: 31,520
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Never apologise for not being good company. Given all that you are dealing with I am still staggered by your grace, humility, good humour and ability to cheer on others despite being in deep do-do and feeling so very shift yourself.

    How long now until the endo? I am afraid I have forgotten. :oops: You know we will be there, in our hordes with our various supplies and doing our very best to help you through. One good thing still stands brilliantly out and shining - the girls. I send you virtual custard creams for them! DD

    PS As usual dachshund hits the nail on the head. Our Joan is very astute!
    Have you got the despatches? No, I always walk like this. Eddie Braben
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Joan,

    Flower here there is this useless trust... all patience are just got in seen once and then just left hanging..... I probably shouldn't say it but we do have the most rubbish trust... bankrupt and all funding has stopped.....

    We have to go to Devin now for cancer treatment as out trust not longer can provide it... its got that bad....

    How the staff cope in that environment I don't know but it does mean treatment... well treatment is a premium and I am not worth treating cus I cost too much.....

    I don't know how else to see it.

    I stay polite, even friendly with the consultants but am not holding back on how much pain I am in.....I did say death was preferable to this and he did take that on bored...... just they have to have a 'clean' test..... the tablets are not enough, he said to double them once the endro is over....

    That's 160 mg a day of the strongest they can give and I am back to diy surgery :lol::lol:

    he promised once he has the report he will give me some advice and treatment but Joan after so long I don't be live them to be honest.

    They (thats the rumo and the gastro) are lovely, really got good soh's and yet they just do nothing....

    I off now on a rant if I keep going but it kinda hurts cus other folks get help and I get a string of empty promises and stuck on palliative for the bones and circulation and left to rot ..... literally if the alien is growing.....

    Sorry flower bit down about it all today but tis only pain and its hardly likely to break out of the oesophagus is it?! Mind if it did even this useless trust would have to pay out for them to repair it..... I wonder if they would mind.....

    Hey I shut up now eh?! Love and a bucket of (((((( ))))) to you and Sue and how is Sue dong? xx

    Hi DD,

    I don't always take it in my stride :lol: I am so low today cus I got another 6 days of this incredible pain.....

    Its from the collar bones down my whole chest.... It wont shut up and I am not allowed to shut it up....

    He knows the pain and yet he made a joke of it... well I guess thats cus I do but inside I hurt at the lack of care and help this stupid moronic idiot trust gives me....

    I am Cornish to the core but I think sometimes if I did move I would get some better help..... Love Torn and gutted in a field xx

    Sorry I am a bit down just now. :oops:
  • stickywicket
    stickywicket Member Posts: 27,764
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Don't you dare apologise for being 'a bit down' after all that, skezier. If they arranged their priorities in favour of those who put up with the most shift & gave out the most help, you'd be right up there at the top of every list.

    I can't think of anything to say that would even begin to make you feel better. ((((( )))))) a fresh brew (with or without the extras - your choice for once) and a giant CDM.
    If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you.
    Steven Wright
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Sticky that did help and thank you. You any good at helping pin down cus subject to the alien letting me I got some hooves to trim....

    Hey should start with my own :lol: Yuck that you don't want to help with :lol:

    thanks my friend... I just know the uselessness is part of the lack of care.... not easy to take when you know they could help.....

    Oh still haven't heard from the pain clinic either :roll: xx
  • stickywicket
    stickywicket Member Posts: 27,764
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    skezier wrote:
    You any good at helping pin down cus subject to the alien letting me I got some hooves to trim....

    You want the truth or the thing that I'd most like to be good at right now? OK let's put it this way - I'm the bestest ever, long-distance, virtual pinner downer in the world. Let's go for it.
    If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you.
    Steven Wright
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hey that will do :lol:

    You know Sticky we can't have the feeling sorry for ourselves long can we? thats the route of total destruction and well you came in on a charger there :lol:

    Thank you and now....

    We will do her Ladyship 1st... she's a good girl and just lifts her feet.....

    The explosion... well from her window hoping i know she doesn't need much trimmed off..... :lol:

    Tea first though eh?! :lol: and one of those things they tell me I should give up :lol::lol: xx
  • stickywicket
    stickywicket Member Posts: 27,764
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Those things we should give up are always the best.

    You're the boss. Just tell me who/what to pin down and I'll pin - but tell me over that cuppa. Mine's right here.
    If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you.
    Steven Wright
  • skezier
    skezier Member Posts: 11,333
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Ahhhhhh....... thats better :lol:

    Shall go have a quick sky rant and then the hooves........ :shock: xx
  • stickywicket
    stickywicket Member Posts: 27,764
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Can I come? Always fancied a sky rant.
    If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving definitely isn't for you.
    Steven Wright
  • julie47
    julie47 Member Posts: 6,041
    edited 30. Nov -1, 00:00
    Hi Cris

    Just looked in before I go get a cuppa. Well I bet you feel dizzy being passed round from pillar to post. I can underdtand that you feel so down, you must feel as though every one is trying to fob you off. Why do they make us appointments with people who do not specialize in a certain problem. Do they just line up and draw straws.

    I hope you can manage until your endo next week and hope that they will beable to help you.
    I am sorry....I don't know what else to say I am so cross for you.
    So....I will go and get my cuppa to calm down then come and help you and sticky with those hooves.

    Take care
    Love & more hugs
    Juliepf x

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