Cris (Skezier)

suzygirl

Cris, I just don't know what to say. I am so upset on your behalf. I am not good with words like other peeps. I can only say that if our wishes had force you would be in paradise with all the best treatments by now.


I am here for you Cris, Izzy sends nudges and a firm paw on your shoulder for that sachet!!! Demanding diva!!

The housework fairy will be there tomorrow along with the oddjob gnome, keep them seperate they don't get on!!!

Huge (((hugs)))) and tubs of ice cream x x x

bertyboy

oh Cris , there are not enough good words to use for the way you get treated , as always i offer my hugs and love and wishes for better days xxx

frogmorton

Hey ho Cris

life not so good eh?

I shall be making up an empathy brew tonight with some help from the kids and Daisycat



for all medical pro-fesh-ni-als involved in your care

they will have to:

1. remember you (that means making appointments on time and at a time to suit you)



2. Listen to you


3. TREAT you

4. AND get rid of the alien :shock:

Love

Toni xx

skezier

Hi All,

Just at the moment I have a huge overspill of emotion so please forgive me if I just say



Cris xxxx

valval

bit late to this but cris this is awfull they need big kick up the pants ((())) and lots of tea for you val

skezier

Thanks Val... I got total emotional and physical trash out today.....

Hey Bre was either getting friendly or she was some teasy this evening..... head butting my hand and even backed up and charged it

I think she was playing but you ain't going to get that one pink

Hang in there Val and I shall go and find a better head.... ((((( ))))) and get your buckets quick cus I know where they are xx

valval

glad one of us does what a day had to phone docs to get them to ask a doc if it was meds could not read paper work of side affects thought was going to have a stroke head was so bad could not hold it up took paracetomal then ibuprophen then paracetomal again just to get through the day had nap since got in from work good job it was very quiet trouble is joints that were settleing are getting hot again val

roses1

hi Cris,

Sorry to hear the appointment wasnt as productive as required :roll: I told you Doc Martin is the man! He would have you all sorted out pronto!!!

You take it easy and you know Caffine is no good for the gord!! so i am sending you some caffine free tea, a slurp from Bruno and the OH to help with the sheep!

Rose x

barbara12

Oh my love...how I wish I could help ...just hoping that these post help...if only a little....sending you all the good vibes I have....and loads of love xx

skezier

That's better... kinda found the better head now and sorry I went off for a bit there.

Sometimes this lack of care gets to me.

I broke the big stereo as well so welded into the mp3 for a blast out... not as good but its worked.

really am held together with loud music and pregabs Though the oxy's have seriously helped

Th alien don't like than mind.... but it doesn't seem to like much.

the wrists woke me 3 or 4 times last night.... they haven;t done that for a while now....Maybe tonight I will get lucky and have a few hours kip....

Hi Val,

That's not good flower. The trouble with a lot of the drugs we take is you have to get used to them but sometimes they really do kick us eh? I hope your feeling a lot better now?

I had the hideous side effects a few times flower and its so unpleasant... putting it mildly A ((((( ))))and thanks cus I know just now your suffering as well. Cris xx

Hi Rose,

Forgive me I owe Tu a pm :oops: Promise I will soon.

There are a lot of things this alien don't like that i do Its not so bad just now cus all i ate today is 2 ice creams... it didn't like those but to hell with it I am so tired of pandering to the alien...

Wish it would hatch....

Leaving a custard cream that is a bit soggy from Bre... I think actually I might be creating a monster.....

Hey look...

That's Primmy and Blossom and boy have they grown

http://i1011.photobucket.com/albums/af237/skezier/DSC03575.jpg

and Flower is just so sweet!

http://i1011.photobucket.com/albums/af237/skezier/DSC03580.jpg

A cuppa, without caffeine and a ((((( ))))) and i hope you get a good night. Not forgetting Bruno's marrow bone bikkie... I know he would prefer the sausages xx

Hi Barbara,

Flower the messages are sometimes the only thing that heps me get through all this so never underestimate the power of a kind word! You are so kind to me, I don;t deserve it but thank you. Leaving ((((( ))))) and a bucket of hopes your ok? xx

H I,

Just for you the real curlers and head scarf...somehow it's better over the door xxx

http://i1011.photobucket.com/albums/af237/skezier/DSC03560.jpg

Hope I done them right.....

skezier

Hi Lynn I've missed you!

We stalk the halls late and I been a bit lonely

I think the alien is going to be sorted one way and another... i kinda think if push comes to shove i could sell the back field and go private.......Its an idea eh?! Bit drastic but it might be the only way we can get treatment this way

I kinda got it all back under control.... I kinda angry about it though.... they do nothing for the bones except be nice to me ad though thats important so is a bit of treatment... Lynn they should never have told me I was being chucked onto palative care.....Its had such a huge impact.....

Hey what time of year do they lamb there.....

I am planning a black face ad well could have a little baby hardwick to keep her company.....

Wish is getting old and I need a tame one to counter balance the explosion.....

who would very much like some nets i think she is a curtain twitchier

Tis so good to see you my friend and I so hope your feeling a lot better? at least now they have come up with a real bit of help for you it might really help and you will feel so much better....

I rambling.... sorry. Love and a (((((((((( )))))))))) and race you down the hall Love ad a bucket of real hopes Cris xxxx

Meant to say...

a friend of mines given me a stick.... I kinda elf conscious of using it but I getting some wobbly now a days but I must get the rumo to help somehow.... I e him on the 5th October... I don't want yet another heavy appointment flower....

Then Debs (minky-mash) is coming with to the endo Actually she is taking me and bringing me home To have someone there in the flesh... well you know what how ever much I hate this bone shift it has brought me the best friends I have ever had.... and for that...

I actually thank it.

skezier

Hah Hah i won i didn't really......

Night night Lynn you sleep well and leaving a ((((( ))))) for the morning. xxx

Will look into it......

frogmorton

Hi Cris

my potion has improved

thank you Lynn

How are you today?

I too am soooooooo soooooo very glad our Debs (Minky) is coming with you for the endo. Good lass that one.

the piccies! Smashing l love them all The sweetest thinsg ever and none of them realise how sweet they look too

Finally am with you today for the small job which needs to be done.

Love

Toni xx

barbara12

morning my love
and thanks for the pics...I love the one of them noseying throw the sheep shed...I could just imagine what they were thinking.....
how good that our Debs is coming down to see you...must make such a difference....
You take care...more slurps and hugs coming your way..((((()))

valval

hi do hope today a better day for you and you get some sun (we had rain already) leaving hugs val

julie47

Morning cris, hope you managed some sleep, that toni's potion worked for you

I have just tried to look at your photos but alas this silly server of mine caan not find the webpage at the moment. I have taken the page no down of your thread and will look again later. Hope it works then.

Have a good weekend and take care
Love Juliepf x

dreamdaisy

Morning my lovely. I have just read forward from three pages back and I have to admit the tears are pricking. You are not being 'treated' in any way at all as far as I can tell, the state of healthcare in your neck of the woods is truly shocking. Yet again they want you to put up and shut up: there's only so much of that a body can take and all the sky rants in the world won't ease matters sufficiently. What pricked the eyes most was your thanking the bad health for bringing you friends. You are a remarkable woman, skezier. (((()))) and some love. DD

tillytop

Hello Cris

I know I can't say or do anything to make things easier for you - so just re-stocking the (now ultra-deer proof) owl box with lots of tea and CDM and the deer family are on the way round to give you a gentle nudge.

Loads of love and ((()))s

Tilly xxx

bertyboy

hi Cris how lovely to see the piccys what a joy they look ,your winter is going to be much better with out that traveling to and frow hope you are resting when you can and getting as many power naps as needed , hugs a bundle xx

julie47

hi cris......At last I have seen your photos My computer let me this time.
They were all lovely and made me smile....thankyou,

Hope you had a goodish day and that it was better weather for you than it has been for us.

Take care
Love Juliepf x

ironic

Hi Cris,
That was a bitter blow for you on Thursday and I am so sorry that there was nothing definite sorted. Roll on next week and the endo appointment is finally over and the meds reinstated a least. Would it be worth telling them that the results are urgently need for the Gastro and get his secretary to request they are sent by email??

Wow I love the photo, yep she has got the hanging over the door just right, nothing is going to get past that one for sure. Well it would be unseemly for her ladyship to be caught snooping, so Bre being the lookout can keep her discretely updated. Like the idea of twitching nets though!
Oh Blossom and Primmy are getting brave (well nosey really) I hope they have more respect and not use it as a scratching post now. Butter wouldn’t melt would it.... It was good to see them both looking so well and as for flower she is as you say so sweet.
I am so glad that you have Debs with you next week and yes you are right it will make a big difference having someone with you. I do hope she is feeling a little better give her a hug from me.
Hugs as always,
Lv, Ix P.S. I will be having a word or two with Sid, just pulled up a nice swede and topped and tailed it.

tjt6768

Hi Cris. I have a confession, I've missed a hell of a lot if this thread.. Sorry hun. Having said that I went back to the last page and looked at the photos :shock: you could have put a health warning,.there were HORSES! :eek: I hid behind the pillow (the big fat furry purry one)for a moment, I'm ok now though.. Lol


Blimey hun, you are still having it so so rough... It's just not fair.
I'm really happy that you have so many friends on here, we all think so much of you..

Take care mi dear, and next time, some warning with those photos :shock:

skezier

Oh call me a fool... hit me cross the head a few times and sit me down and make me know i am not who I was and that actually I do have shift bones....

Over did it today......

I often do but today i really pushed my luck.... Too much standing and no real resting and eventually (in a big supermarket) the neck and the lumber combined forces and I felt so weird and unwell i had to get to the car to sit before I passed out.... and throw up of course.....

Why can't i understand I have to be a bit kinder to my bones? They fight back and they don;t ware kid gloves either..but nor do I where they are concerned...... :roll:

I know where it comes from.

I was a ill kid, meningitis followed by encephalitis with in the year and the bone thing might have been there as well as the crohn's etc etc etc and I was never believe... my mother sent me to school with the encephalitis and had to pick me up a virtual paraplegic.....

They let me go to bed though and I was allowed to stay there Thursday and Friday which was just as well as I couldn;t move....

Then on Saturday (and this is all Chrystal clear) my father came in and said I should get up as there was no school today.... I couldn't;t speak by then and the legs no longer worked.... Cus I didn't answer him he grabbed me and yanked me out of bed.....

He stood me up and I fell to the floor (I really couldn't use my legs by then) Yelled at me and left the room..... I heaved my self back into bed cus the floor was cold.....

Then, thankfully, a family friend came round to see the 'parents' and came up to see me as I was going off to the loo... By then I went on my belly and dragged my self there with my arms (I am not joking here).

I think I owe her my life as she was a nurse and went ballistic She also carried me to the loo and showed me so much care i just cried and cried.

Thy called in a doctor then.... had only taken them 3 days! Some people just shouldn't have kids and i know my parents hated me... might have been mutual though

Where is a social worker when you need them

Anyway I went into hospital fairly quickly after that

Father paid for me to go private as well.. I bet he did after all there was so much neglect going on and if he paid they would pander to him eh?!

Why have I said all that? Well a lot of you know I had a rough childhood and fathers death has got the can of worms still wriggling about a bit....

But they taught me to be totally self reliant and also that illness is fake i guess? I know its not but I also have spent a lot of time with the employers and they take things in their stride... good example in a way I would make an ideal springer spaniel

I shall just rope in my head a min

The bone have now had the trams, the pregabs and the diclo's, a more comfortable seat and will get the oxy's in a min as well.... they are a bit happier but hell have I over done it today.....

Toni Thanks for strengthening the potion...... The alien is kicking as ever, it doesn't like the tablets and I am sure they will find the Barret's has closed the oesophagus a bit more cus I don;t seem to be able to swallow food or tablets right down so well so there is hope they will have to repair it

Debs is brilliant and well you know how much I hate this test...out of all of them this one, or me, is the horriblest. To know there is someone lurking for a change, well its so much better to face eh?

bless her the weather isn't so good for their hols.... xx

Barbara Debs timed her holiday so well eh? Bless her she is good to take and collect me but she is a good soul.

Don't Blos and Primmy look good? Much bigger a well, specially primmy whop will be bigger than her mum I think.

Hope you are doing ok flower and sending a ((((( ))))) and a cuppa xx

Val I really hope that the horrid side effects have eased back on yo ow? We have had sun and such heavy showers its as if they turned a hose on us 3 rainbows this morning through and I love them. xx

Julie Really glad you got the pics to work... they are lovely and so much part of me even though the lodgers aren't actually mine... not sure they believe that either but they will for the few months thy are not here.... I dad the bone shift taking this life style off me.... Hope your ok flower and loved the pic i got today xx

Going to split it again... you lot must get so bored of me and yet your still so kind

skezier

DD Sorry flowr that it pricked your eyes, i never mean to do that to anyone :oops: Its true though flower this bone shift has meant that and though I wish so much that they friends I have made here didn't have the bones I do thank mine for it if that makes sense?

Treatment... 3 years to fail on both the sulfa and the mtx... been on 25 ml for a good year ... maybe it ill work next week I do have a heap of pain killers mind o some of it is good enough..... just I hate not being allowed access to something that might work just cus the trust is rubbish....

It seems a bit unfair to me and yep the palliative care label huts me so deeply.... silly really cus hats in a word?!

My eyes are really bad tonight and well forgive all the mistakes but its not been a good day The brain... its trying to wonder off to the cove and the sea and sit on the rocks a while

leaving a (((((( )))))) and a hope the bucket is still working? xx

Tilly The deer came and he did bring his family but they are a bit timid still aren't they? We need to spend more time on that bench eh

Leaving the cdm and cuppa in the electric fenced wired up bungee hide You hang in there and have borrowed one of Wonky's tankers full of a better day draft for you. ((((( ))))) and I also out a pyskie in the box... he said he would help you but don;t give him clothes xx

Berty Oh to have them right outside the door is wonderful I am almost close enough to hear them eating... almost and well maybe I wouldn't ant to actually hear them.. they are ruminant after all

hope Ned is ok and you are as well? A cuppa and as many hugs coming back to you. xx

I knew your like that one I saw it and immediately thought of you but wasn't sure she would do it again when I got the camera... she did and does a lot actually

i think your right and she is her ladyship's spy Wish can';t do things like that... its beneath her I love the faces they pull as well and Wish has so many and so like my old one eared one now a days.

I am about to get the electric fence out cus the lodgers are not having access to the house..... I hope i also don;t want to have to chase bre around the fields either......

Sid is miffed as he didn't get to come out today (I was so much longer than I meant to be and didn't leave them to be daylight raid fox fodder....I wish the foxes didn't do that!) Will tell him auntie I has invited him to dinner again

Hope your doing ok and glad to the mtx is might be being kinder to you. ((((( ))))) and a cuppa with a certain side dish xx

Tony Ah but these would never hurt you ... they are so good natured thankfully as Gimpy has some kind of death wish with them and they have never kicked him!

I promise a warning next time

Yep life is a bit shift just now thats why its good to have Ra on side

Hope he has managed to calm you and you haven't got imaginary horse's all over the place ( its what I have with rats The imaginary ones are amazingly good, an even absail ) leaving a cuppa and a ((((( ))))) for you Ra and Janet xx

bertyboy

hi Cris i hope your bones are a tad eased again , your determination is brilliant to carry on as you do , with what you speak about i am not supprised there are still worms that need gathering so i am sending you some good strong chucks to pull them out a giant cockeral to keep the fox at bay and a self supporting halo not forgetting the gentlest hugs xx

Ned is getting a bit nervy , just wish it was tomorrow get it over with but hay-ho the bag is nearly packed